Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums

[spiraldoor]

I am the eldest of five siblings, so I have no experience of what you're talking about.

[Xenon]

There's no age hierarchy in this house. The person who gets the cake is the person who puts up the best argument, so to speak.

[Serza5]

I'm the oldest here yet my younger brother gets all the attention and gets what he wants, but that's mainly because I ain't a selfish bastard like he is. He also has slight autism since a teacher couldn't teach him in Primary school (in other words she wanted an excuse to not be able to teach him)

[PluMGMK]

I'm an only child.

[spiraldoor]

I'm the oldest here yet my younger brother gets all the attention and gets what he wants, but that's mainly because I ain't a selfish bastard like he is. He also has slight autism since a teacher couldn't teach him in Primary school (in other words she wanted an excuse to not be able to teach him)

Why anyone would want attention is beyond my comprehension.

~RHYME!

[Spyrodifusion]

Hey, what do you kids mean something is bothering you? It's hopefully the same thing here.

[neo]

What I mean is (I don't know how old you are lol but I'm no kid ;3 )

What is bothering you if something IS bothering you. Well here's my rant:

Well, I think my parents are tired of me now, and it seems natural. I'm 20 right now and I just gotta find a way how to get an apartment by myself.

Yeah, thats about it. I can tell that my parents don't understand me or what I would do for them. I can't reason with them. There is always a fight every day. I know I make mistakes, and I know my character flaws, but man.

I just want to live a life of my own now, I don't want to be tied down by them. I acknowledge the fact that they have taken care of me for all these years, but now I must move on, I know. When I do move on, I still will be me. Not what they want me to be. I just have to do things, for example get my liscense, so that I may help my self and them.

[Xenon]

Yeah, I'm kind of trying to set my future up too. Fortunately one of my best friends' dad is a multi-millionaire, and this mate has offered to share his inherited money with me, as long as I can support him in financing an apartment. I say fortunately because I actually would have no idea of which career path to take.

[neo]

Good luck with that man. Yeah the career path thing. LOL I don't really care, as long as I can get money.

[Rayman9930]

One thing that bothers me is kid trying to get the teachers' attention at school. i discovered my life is a lot better with out those people.

Mrs.! Ms.! Mr.!

I hate it.

[Cairnie]

OK here is something that's really bothering me, I feel like kicking something right now.

Supposedly I'm on the autistic spectrum and everyone reckons I have Aspergers, but I'm not 100% sure. I feel more like I have high functioning autism and believe me there is a difference. So I asked my mum if at some point, I could try and get a real diagnosis [you see she took the words of a teacher], and she then says to me, "what difference will it make to you now?". Then there's what pissed me off the most - "take that online test". Hhhhffff. It's ironic because there she then goes to social services saying how "baaaw she [me] can't go to work because of Asperger's".

Online tests don't mean fuck shit!

Why? Because so many fucktards use that sort of shit to self-diagnose and then brag about how OMG COOL it is to have these disorders. Autism and its sisters are anything but cool to have; without the support from people that understand that shit, many people who have it suffer.

But here's the best part of this problem. My mum doesn't listen to me when I'm having problems. Like whenever I'm worried about something that's probably silly, what she says to me does not make me feel better. And before I can try and empty all my thoughts, she'd be like "alright stop going on about it now". So I end up forcing myself to bottle up my thoughts and therefore blabber about them on in internets instead.

I just wish my family would listen to me when I have something to say.

[Phoenixan]

The online tests also don't really mean much either in terms of sometimes, you don't know as much about yourself as much as you might think you do. Others notice more things about me than I realize, for example.

From an outsider's point of view on this, it almost sounds like your mom is almost afraid that you'd be diagnosed with something different that she has to deal with, and she doesn't want that.

[IllarKallas]

I can easily get angry by ignorants and perverts. Example:

I was at my friend house,playing Gta San Andreas Biohazard mod with him,we was having fun and all,then another ''Friend'' of him enters,i asked him how to play the mod,and he said ''Doing 5 missions and destroying cars'' and he grabbed agressively my Joystick,and started to play like 1 hour,and he wasnt doing missions!he was just messing around and all,and he found a billboard of a woman in bikini,he started to see it for like 5 minutes!!! we changed the game to Silent Hill Shattered Memories,and in the game,there was a phone call about a man trying to have sex with a woman,and he grabbed the Joystick and started to repeat to the phone call a lot of times,with a smile in his face,and i said ''Common stop it! This is a scary game! And you re ruining it!'' and he just ignored me and started to repeat it even more! Then i said: ''Stupid Pervert,you make fun of everything'' Then he grabbed my neck and with a aggresive tone he said ''Hey stop,you re annoying me.'' And he maked fun of me,and my friend dindt say nothing to him,just watching. So i leaved,very angry. I dont think hes my friend.

Oh and also traitors.That idiots who pretend to be your ''Friends'' but then they re making fun of you with others.

[Puruun]

But here's the best part of this problem. My mum doesn't listen to me when I'm having problems. Like whenever I'm worried about something that's probably silly, what she says to me does not make me feel better. And before I can try and empty all my thoughts, she'd be like "alright stop going on about it now". So I end up forcing myself to bottle up my thoughts and therefore blabber about them on in internets instead.

I just wish my family would listen to me when I have something to say.

Aww, I don't know what to say.. But talking about your problems here is a lot better than to just pen up your thoughts.

It really bothers me that I have to go to a psychologist, because I'm so afraid that other people don't like me. When I talk with people I'm so afraid that they want me to go away, and I'm really concerned about what people think of me. Because of that I prefer to remain silent, but at the same time I want to talk to people and have fun with them. The fact that I have to go to a psychologist because of this made me realise it's that bad. And that bothers me.

In spite of all this, I'm an extremely different person when I'm with my friends. It's almost like I have schizophrenia.. (not being serious here )

Oh and also traitors.That idiots who pretend to be your ''Friends'' but then they re making fun of you with others.

That's exactly what I'm afraid of.

[SuperSunshine]

It really bothers me that I have to go to a psychologist, because I'm so afraid that other people don't like me. When I talk with people I'm so afraid that they want me to go away, and I'm really concerned about what people think of me. Because of that I prefer to remain silent, but at the same time I want to talk to people and have fun with them. The fact that I have to go to a psychologist because of this made me realise it's that bad. And that bothers me.

In spite of all this, I'm an extremely different person when I'm with my friends. It's almost like I have schizophrenia.. (not being serious here )

Im the same way when i meet new people i feel they can't be trusted and none of them truly want to me my friends ( the way i feel at my new school because almost everyone would act like a friend to eachother and as soon as one turns around talk about them.)

[Rayman9930]

I have huge anger issues occasionally. I don't know what to take it out on. So I do to the keyboard when the computer acts up.

[Puruun]

I've been searching for information about aspergers and I'm starting to think I have aspergers as well. I recognise myself in the symptoms.

[Rayman9930]

I just looked it up. I don't know what to say. Got anything to recommend on nasal allergies?

[El Dango]

I'm bothered that I can't seem to find out whether the dumbest spam appears on Youtube or Facebook.

[Cairnie]

What's bothering me right now is the fact that it's 420 today and I probably have nowhere on the net to rant about it without getting shat on.