Like I said earlier, I can't take anything Incognito says seriously. He's just a stupid person that upon joining gave me some mild amusement much like Darkkitty did but by now that's over and I just ignore him most of the time. Don't want to see anyone get seriously upset about him, that's really not worth it. Idk some people might feel more offended by him but to me he's on an equal level as a dumb YouTuber or anon on Tumblr.
ZeptoRay wrote:I WISH I could act like a normal person you have no fucking idea, but no, I'm stuck with autism that blocks me from doing so, I feel insulted to think that wanting to behave like a normal person is boring.
Nuhh don't say that. I've known (and still known) numerous people with your autism and I don't feel like you or them are not "normal people". I know what asperger's syndrome is and what it includes and I really have no problem with it. In most cases you can't even tell (I didn't know DLL, Master and you had it until you guys mentioned it yourself) and there's no reason not to feel like a perfectly normal person. I know what you're like when you are just yourself and I liked your company enough to send you a certain PM, no? uvu I really don't like it when people look at people with autism as "different", especially if they didn't before the person told them. Last person who should view themselves like that is you sweetie. I don't view you like that.
ZeptoRay wrote:
- I forgot to say that I'm almost 17, got no job and no way to have one so I get no money and no way to get out of this house, my social skills sucks so much I wouldn't even be able to have one. I don't even have a school grade, they just have no idea what I am in and I wont be done with higshcool until I'm at least 23. Do I see myself getting out of this shit soon? No, I'll probably end up homeless since my dad is kicking me out once I'm 18, that gives me a year and half to improve on 50 things that are like fighting Satan himself for me.
I'm not willing to buy that you could simply enforce someone of age 18 to live on their own and get enough money to support themselves and remain to pay + attend education. Yes, your father can legally kick out at age 18, but it's not like people are just gonna put you outside the house with packed bags and tell you figure everything out yourself from there. There's certainly help for that kind of situation, I know there is. They won't just let you become homeless, Zeppy.
Even in our tiny Netherlands with our million money issues (I know a guy who can't even get hired at fast food places at this point. And when he does he's fired within two weeks. It's, at this point, not even really an option for me to live in my own country anymore, so I'm glad that I don't want to either. Just a half year ago my family was above the average in wealth and we had it good. Now we've actually lost baffling amounts of money purely from that failed move back.) there's plenty help for people who need that sort of help. Don't think you're a lost cause, at all.
sonicbrawler182 wrote:But hang in there. I have faith you'll make it out. If it means anything, I was forced out of a real home before. But I'm still alive and kickin' like a Rabbid!
This is not bad advice actually. To be perfectly honest I don't feel like I'm shaping up to be ready to leave the house and seeing how my brother is just a month before leaving and doesn't look ready at all makes me wonder if I'll follow his footsteps. And I think, honestly, the best way to get rid of that is to simply get pushed into the world and be forced to take action. There'll be plenty hardships but I'm sure that eventually you'll pull by. I know my mother left the house with no job, no university and mediocre school results and I don't think she ended up badly. Of course I'd like to become more dependent and adult, but as an immigrant I don't believe I can get a job until I'm 19 (Long story) and when I'm at that age (I have to stay in school until I'm 19, absolute fucking bullshit. I'd like to get out the family no longer than 2-3 months after my 18th birthday but instead their keeping me for a nearly pointless year that only wastes tons of time. I mean Jesus Christ it's possible to graduate at age 16 and have done an equal amount of work.) I plan to not only just get out of the family but also out of the country because America's system is shit and asks abnormal amounts of money for even low quality universities. So who knows how that turns out. Yeah I'll stop rambling.
+ But despite much to stress and worry about I right now don't feel at all like putting myself down with any of it. Instead I'm spending more time looking forward to Mario 3D World and spending time with zepto during the upcoming winter break.
- Chances are this post will sound pretty awkward if I read it again tomorrow afternoon because I tend to write silly stuff when it's this late.
+/- Feeling sleepy so I'm read for bed but I feel like staying with Zeppy a little longer. Hopefully I can stay up later when I got my new school.
- I'm gonna be real tired tomorrow and tomorrow is also A day during which all the classes I don't like are. Oh well, at least it's Friday.
+ Seeing the Hobbit tomorrow.
