For the exams, < doesn't think there is a "next time". < didn't clarify that < is moving on from Secondary School and onto College or University stage in education.
The exams were from the previous point. So < doesn't know what to think, < might be just screwed at this point. Again.. < doesn't know what is going on. It was not like < struggled in the exams and < is quite surprised from the low grades in <'s face. The confusion is even worse that it made <'s parents question < and can't even answer because < thought that knowing what < was doing in the exams would lead up to an acceptable.
< has three subjects. Art, Animation and Game Design and Caribbean Studies. < managed to pass Art with a very high grade. (How did < even managed that.), despite the fact that < put more priority time for the other subjects than this one because < knew they are annoying. < somehow failed the other two. < studied the areas and topics of Animation so much and < recognized what the questions in the exam were asking for and < knew what < was doing and all of that was just nothing apparently. < had the worse grade possible for the subject, embarrassingly enough. The other one was so bad that < was not even given a mark for it. (which basically meant that < sucked.) Oh yeah, and it is a compulsory subject as well so things just get better and better by the second.
Get this. < did not struggle, even if < did, only slightly. < is confused how < went through the exams confidently and they surprise < with low grades even though it looked like < had it in the bag.
PluMGMK wrote: Wed Sep 23, 2020 8:49 pmhow ^^^ has defined "low grade". Is ^^^ being held to extremely high standards, < wonders?
When < was in <'s original school. Yes indeed, < was held to high standards. 80%, 90% were acceptable to an extent but they get so tired of seeing 75% to like 90% and they are like "do better than this". Then it gets so annoying to <'s parents that they think that < is just going to work for 90% and not 100% even though < is trying for 100%. There was a time when < was in fourth level of <'s original school that <'s father yelled at < for getting about 40% in technical drawing, the other subjects were fine. <'s mother was the only parent who congratulated < on that report paper. While < got punished by <'s father even though some of the grades were acceptable. Those were times < had a lot of issues with <'s parents at the time. It was unbelievable. Being told to join the choir even though he knows that singing is not <'s talent, etc.
It has been happening for years also when < is told that what < is doing is not good enough. < had even said this many times before also in <'s useless rants and baby crying paragraphs in this forum. He says that to < so many times Every single year < is told that. < tries <'s best. < can remember that < produced a big artwork that took like almost a whole month to complete and < was in an argument with <'s father about school. < was then told it isn't good enough and it broke <'s heart knowing that < was spending a lot of time making an art piece that took a long time of effort, thinking and dedication. < just feels like killing <'s self most of the time. Whatever < does is just not worth it and the hard work does not pay off, even when < puts a lot of time in something. Hence which leads back to why < is not participating in SOTM and those other contests here.
Right as < is typing thus maesssgae < just got into an argument and eveyrhting is falligng abpart right nopw.
< CAN;T even,. < doesn;t even know r what ton think....< is so...
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Seriously, it might make more sense to have them near Betilla and Ly, but we shall see.
Congrats on sticking with us this long! 
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