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+ The weather was sunny in the afternoon
+ No clouds too! (well there were after we got home from cycling)

+ weight loss
+ raining outside
+ indian takeout tonight
- depression

- i've felt pretty lost the last couple weeks, realising that there are certain things i really need to get a move on with if i want to get where i want to be. this was a very unexpected rut, and i'm desparately trying to get out of it, because i've gotten bizarrely emotional as a result, which has caused me to garner negative, almost nauseating associations with things that never bothered me before.

+ everything is within my power, and my checklist of things i need to do before i move to poland has become incredibly small and focused, and, having now spent an extended amount of time there, i know the move will be one of the happiest decisions i'll have ever made.

- my sleep schedule has been completely screwed lately, and that in combination with suddenly having nothing to do at work for the last 2 weeks has meant i've been sleeping in way too much, which i hate. i hate waking up at like half an hour before the sun's already going down.

- three of my closest friends i used to hang out with multiple times a week have moved away over the last year and i've obviously hardly seen anyone at work for weeks, so aside from the odd night out here and there, i've had little to no social interaction and have been pretty lonely. this is especially jarring for me seeing as before january i was almost never home.

+ last couple days have been a bit better though since i've started making more of an effort, which is exactly what makes me feel better

Adsolution wrote:- i've felt pretty lost the last couple weeks, realising that there are certain things i really need to get a move on with if i want to get where i want to be. this was a very unexpected rut, and i'm desparately trying to get out of it, because i've gotten bizarrely emotional as a result, which has caused me to garner negative, almost nauseating associations with things that never bothered me before.

- The same is happening to me.

This is more like pluses and minuses over the past few days but:

- Can't say I feel the exact same, but I have been feeling kind of demotivated these past few days, it's not that I'm not accomplishing anything on time but I feel like I handled my recent assignment incorrectly but my professor takes forever to grade stuff so I won't know what I did wrong for a while.

- Kind of a wasteful weekend (aside from starting Metal Gear Solid with Adsolution, which has been a blast,) because I feel like I've just spent the entire weekend staring at that assignment and trying to make sense of it.

+ Finished Super Monkey Ball 2, although that was last week.

- At the risk of coming across as a huge autsey: I'm kind of reaching a breaking point with my mom. My family has been divorced for a while now and my Mom, due to huge drug and alcohol addiction in the past, is literally brain dead in every sense when it comes to social interaction. She has as much awareness as someone with low functioning autism, despite not having autism. I don't live with her anymore but she asks me for a ride almost every fucking weekend now despite knowing I have college and other shit.

+ Extremely windy this morning.
- Really hot in the afternoon
+ Rash on the head from heat.
- Rained today.
+ A little bit of edits to make to one of my assignments and it is good as done.

- I needed to go to the hairdresser today but the weather's pretty bad so I guess I will stay at home.

+ Got a new copy of Burnout 3: Takedown today!

+ Watching Taxi Driver.

Harpic fraîcheur wrote:+ Watching Taxi Driver.

I watched it for the first time about 3 years ago, really is one of Martin Scorsese's best films.
+ Has a pretty relaxing day.

+ Cool windy day.
+ Seen many singing and dancing programmes today.

Greeness wrote:I watched it for the first time about 3 years ago, really is one of Martin Scorsese's best films.

I think that too. It's like a movie I will always love watching time to time when I'm bored.

+ Relaxing and listening to some cool music.

– I have a fever

Fifo wrote:– I have a fever

- :'(
+ I hope you get better soon!

Aaron wrote:

Fifo wrote:– I have a fever

- :'(
+ I hope you get better soon!

+ Thanks a lot.

+ Another one of my assignments is almost finished.
+ Might make another GIF later.
+ Will be getting some pieces of chicken in gravy later on.

Get better soon, Fifo!

+ ShadowRayman's punishment approaches.

Harpic fraîcheur wrote:Get better soon, Fifo!

+ Thank you.

Quick recovery Fifo!

[color=white]Harpic fraîcheur[/color] wrote:+ ShadowRayman's punishment approaches.

+ I am interested to see that.