I'm in a little bit of a bad mood now, cause tomorrow I'll have to take my gear and go to another continent, which lead to some kind of statement, while last year at the same time I could have been proud of myself for accomplishing pretty much everything I wanted (with the attempt to add some romance in my life as an exception of course) now I just realise that I really haven't done anything this year, aside of my helmet and a few little things that year is pretty much a fucking failure, and somehow I feel like if I was a failure too, I know it is a big mistake I make to think so but I can't bring my mind to think otherwise, pretty much nothing happened like I expected or wanted, and the thought that different choices could have make everything happen differently makes me fucking sick. I can't seem to be able to acknowledge that I cannot prevent things to happen and it always ends up making me feel guilty.
It ain't done yet, I can at least try to make some things better, but seemingly I'll have to deal with the thought that everything could have been different by just having been more mindful at some moments of this year.
Again the time to use that picture :
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2016 10:43 pm
by gamerz31w
I guess earthgwee we'll be happy if in next candention bernie sanders we'll win and beat hilary clinton and donald trump(not counting ted cruz).So outbox pm threads will be send to some users?inbox i have no new pm news.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2016 10:51 pm
by Pirez
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2016 12:15 pm
by gamerz31w
earthgwee please fogive me i just your last chance for our friendship i swear to you rpc community and smash boards forum i'll be voting in 2020 for bernie sanders as potus.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Sat Nov 12, 2016 11:04 pm
by incognito
Ooooh, yeah, of course.
Pirez wrote:
Bravo !
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2016 7:15 pm
by Hunchman801
gamerz31w wrote:I could do anything to win EarthGwee's trust,but I'm afraid it's to late.You don't even have Rayman PC Community Discord Server,yet.
gamerz31w wrote:I guess earthgwee we'll be happy if in next candention bernie sanders we'll win and beat hilary clinton and donald trump(not counting ted cruz).So outbox pm threads will be send to some users?inbox i have no new pm news.
gamerz31w wrote:earthgwee please fogive me i just your last chance for our friendship i swear to you rpc community and smash boards forum i'll be voting in 2020 for bernie sanders as potus.
Pirez wrote:
That works too.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2016 11:52 am
by incognito
Worry not, for one day an Anonymous shall stand to immortalize what this topic offered since a year now.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2016 5:24 pm
by neo
Incognito I feel you in having a bad year. I have been having a bad year too. This is the downfall of neo.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2016 2:53 pm
by Rayfist
gamerz31w wrote:earthgwee please fogive me i just your last chance for our friendship i swear to you rpc community and smash boards forum i'll be voting in 2020 for bernie sanders as potus.
You're starting to remind me of:
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Sat Nov 26, 2016 9:31 am
by incognito
neo wrote:Incognito I feel you in having a bad year. I have been having a bad year too. This is the downfall of neo.
My downfall was a year ago, now I'm just facing the fallout.
Fortunately, I have my PiP boy with me !
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2016 8:14 pm
by Hoozang
Rayfist wrote:You're starting to remind me of:
Jesus Christ, not this guy...
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2016 5:27 am
by Dart
Another day, another time I post in the duldroms thread!
I have finally begun my much needed counseling, only to fuck up on every step of the way. I barely filled out the paperwork properly and wound up not giving the proper payment either, resulting in me needing to jump through hoops of my own creation, not to mention that I hadn't realized this would be a weekly thing and didn't prepare accordingly with work.
I know I shouldn't be too hard on myself since this is my first time managing insurance papers and legal documents and shit with zero parental supervision, but it makes me feel rather pathetic that I couldn't have thought of these things previously. On the plus side, my therapist is all on board to help start my transition this next spring, and despite some of the tribulations that have cropped up at work, I'm slowly on my way to promotion and with it, a home and life of my own!
I hope I can get out of the emotional rut I've been in soon too, since I have so much to look forward to!
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2016 9:42 am
by Cairnie
It's good that you'll be getting the help you need from a therapist though, hope it all works out.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2017 9:54 pm
by gamerz31w
yesterday my friend i met him in karate training lessons when I was 17 years old(i met him first time)I criticed him because I found Facebook people group that(according to polish guiness world records)was spamming and he blocked me on his Facebook account.In 2015 I was dumb with my account tvn88(like nickname comming from one tv channel from poland)I thought Cliff Bleszinski could help me with some of my fangames indie games,but twitter admins blocked me access to his account LOL XD and in 2016 and now I understood he cares about his innovative indie games.I guess I could be normal person if I could follow social media rules.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2017 2:00 am
by Frostbite
It irritates me when people rant about something, finish, then complain about it even more a little later.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2017 3:51 pm
by gamerz31w
my dad got feet pain ache and I'm afraid he won't end up like daniel craig in 007 spectre making of and his legs incident that required surgery,but at least this actor is still walking healthly.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 12:03 pm
by Adsolution
Last week when I was walking past the elementary school a block away from my house early in the morning during recess, I found a little girl lying face down on the ice near the forest, so I went over to check on her. When I asked her what was wrong, she said that her mother had put ice against both sides of her head before she left for school, the reason being that she wouldn't feel the cold if she was already numb. I helped her up and told her to tell her teacher exactly what she told me, but seeing how distressed she was, I walked her over there and told the teacher myself. He thanked me, and I went home.
That was a pretty surreal moment for me. The idea of a child being abused by someone they're supposed to trust upsets me more than anything else.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 1:39 pm
by incognito
That's the kind of thing that happens in RPGs, well, you won Karma point a by helping a NPC, congratulations.
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2017 10:45 pm
by gamerz31w
Is deton24 finally banned?
Re: Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums
Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2017 6:28 am
by neo
Adsolution wrote:That was a pretty surreal moment for me. The idea of a child being abused by someone they're supposed to trust upsets me more than anything else.