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incognito wrote:But I don't think your body could withstand more of that circus, you should take a decision once and for all and deal with it, treat your body with more respect,

I've actually done almost nothing to my body, it's been mostly an internal thing, so I have nothing to regret aside from not having come to a conclusion sooner. But yes, I need to get a move-on with the process.

incognito wrote:You have a great deal of unused capacity which you have not turned to your advantage.

The same could be said for almost anyone, but yes. For instance, I've always loved being physically active, yet for the last seven years or so I've sat on my ass, despite having natural athletic ability. I've been thinking about that a lot recently, and I'm starting to take steps to rectify that - I'll be going to a judo club in August, as well as checking out a parkour facility.

incognito wrote:You have a tendency to be critical of yourself.

Not being critical of yourself is for trailer trash. If you mean having high standards, then yes, of course. I don't berate myself, I'm actually quite proud of my work. Rarely do I look back on something and feel any different about it (in terms of quality) than I did the day after I made it, so I have a good grasp on reality and I've always been aware of what I need to do in order to get better at something.

incognito wrote:You have a strong need for other people to like you and for them to admire you.

I'm sure this is something that everyone wants; the real question lies more in how popular you want to be. Do I want a lot of people to like and admire me? Yes - I have no desire to live a modest life. My dream would be playing sold-out gigs for half of the year and running a game development/film studio during the other half, and swinging through the jungle all year-round (I hold a huge admiration for our ancestors, hence my interest in parkour).

Do I have an ego? I don't really know if I'd call it that. I have absolutely zero problem with critique of my work. Against me as a person, I'm slightly defensive, but I would never do anything to purposely hurt anyone, and I'm respectful of people's boundaries so long as said boundaries don't intrude on another's.

I feel pretty good today, I had the feeling I was dragged away from my Zen state but it is under control right now, my mind can be such a mess sometimes...
I'm listening at Harder Better Faster Stronger of the Daft Punk, and I came to the thought that my helmet and suit are awesome, and while not being of the same style (mine being Post Apo-Sci-fi, their being futuristic) after the tweaks and updates I've planned, everything should be really legen.... okay.. let's wait for it.... Dary!
Since I've came into zenity I always feel good.

Adsolution wrote:

incognito wrote:You have a strong need for other people to like you and for them to admire you.

I'm sure this is something that everyone wants.

As I said I ain't normie, so I may not be the perfect example about people wanting popularity.

I'm not feeling right, something's not right, I just feel paranoid suddenly, I have a strange sensation, an odd one.
I hope it is temporary, as I don't like how it sounds.

Adsolution wrote:

incognito wrote:I'm listening at Harder Better Faster Stronger of the Daft Punk

EDIT :
feeling like that right now.

Bump.
Well, today, kinda curious. I have the feeling my time is ticking away, since I stopped coffee I am feeling curious.
Extremely calm, focused, kinda like a sociopath. I seem to be more in touch with what's going to happen, more aware of my surroundings, but I've lost some energy, and my breath is slower and deeper, and I'm always thirsty.

Come on guys.... don't let that topic die...

I guess nobody wants to share their feelings.

I’m feeling great.

Well if you really want to incog : I'm feeling like shit, as you already know. I'm going nowhere with this formation, and now I'm having to mourn the loss of a former military friend, which makes it two for 2016. And what's worse is that both of them where "the best of us".

October can't come soon enough.

incognito Lun Aoû 29, 2016 11:54 am wrote:#BumpingTopicsOnMondayWhyBecauseIsaidSo.
Sorry for you Pirez, as you might know finding the right words in that kind of situation is more than hard.
2016 was a year full of losses it seems.
Well for how I am feeling today, it doesn't change much of the usual mess I have in my head, as I almost always feel bad, empty, lonely and guilty. Awesome right ?

Well, tonight, I felt pretty normal, but after that like some minutes ago, I heard my dog whining next to my door, after hesitating I headed in my garden in order to see what was happening, well nothing, just an animal who wanted to be cuddled, but, I stood here, at 00.00 am, and, I saw the moon, I felt the wind on my skin, how pure was the air, as a matter of fact it sounded like if I was back in these days I'm constantly being remembered lately, when I felt like everything was possible, and where I was filled with determination, and optimism, it was good, and for a minute, I was in peace.

I'm feeling really great today!

Good thing about how I feel mentally and physically today is pretty much the same, like if I had been thrown violently down.
So, not good, although for a reason I don't know I feel afraid, coffee withdrawal ?

I was feeling apprehensive because of the exams, but now I'm just irritated and bored. I want to sleep, but efforts to do so have yielded no result

At this rate. I'll not be waking up for the Nintendo event, I'll have been losing sleep before it.

Pretty good and not really as sugar crashed as I thought I'd be despite eating things like candy floss and doughnuts.

Feeling rather productive, though it comes at the expense of a slight sense of panic at what feels like a lack of progress in my project work. I'm hoping I can pick up the slack.

Hopefully with the taking of the vitamins daily, I can feel more energized. As of right now, I'm actually feeling better than previous days and weeks.

Pretty lonely, but I start to feel like if I was a subhuman being whenever my mind starts to think about the topic, I mean, I'm evolved enough to know that all of this is just due to a hormonal message in the primitive part of my brain, a little part of the previous me is coming back seemingly, I can't say if it is for the better or not, but I really have to start to follow the code again, it did good things to me, but after 2016 still believing in something is hard, however, I ain't the kind of dude that likes to give up on anything.

Somewhat fidgety today, nose and face feels somewhat buggy.

I got a case of the Monday blues, and it's Sunday. So, I'm not feeling that excited.

Sad, pretty much feeling myself aging and leaving a part of me behind, plus the feeling I have made choices that screwed up a part of me.

I’m very glad this topic is getting activity.

I’m feeling shit cuz I have to go to school.