Pluses (+) and minuses (−) of this day

[Master]

+ January Exam season is almost over
+/- I really ought to do something with my YouTube channel, it just sits there with no new content.

[Spanex]

+ Sun is shining
+ I'm finally beginning to understand using (sub)materials in 3ds Max

[Decidetto]

+ Sun is shining

+ Just as I read that, the sun came from behind a cloud :3

[Spanex]

+ Sun is shining

+ Just as I read that, the sun came from behind a cloud :3

Accuracy win.

[Adsolution]

+ I'm finally beginning to understand using (sub)materials in 3ds Max

+ Spanex is doing excellently!

[Bzzit]

+ built a basic pirate ship in 3DS Max
- the nasty pasty new tutor at college called me a nob

[Indy]

- I failed very hard at Motor Cycle Class today. Tomorrow I will study VERY HARD as hard as I failed the tests and beginner's exams.
+ I found out the person I reported yesterday has offically deactivated his account. XD (What a coward)

[GNineify]

- I totally sucked yesterday in the animation group that teaches all sorts of animation. I'm trying to find better techniques to achieve at least a TV cartoon quality for my shorts. Job as an animator is my big dream.
- But practicing this has notoriously lowered my school success. No matter how hard I'm trying to study the last year at a junior high school, I've only focused mostly on the things that shouldn't be put first and most important on the list of duties (Like drawing stuff in class and not listening). What do I do? I always ignore the "No pain, no gain".
+ So hungry for cartoons. Best way to spend some spare time and also get ideas from 'em. I've watched Invader Zim for the first time and I absolutely enjoyed the pilot episode. Yep, always late for the parties when it comes to these things. This cartoon is like 13 years old! But still very excellent if I say so. Just don't think about the fanbase every good cartoon is a victim of.
- These characters I've designed are so lame.

[Keane]

- Feeling sick

[MLII]

- done
- with people
- with all of the people
- especially my cheer coach i want to throw her down a well

[Keane]

- done
- with people
- with all of the people
- especially my cheer coach i want to throw her down a well

What happened?

[sergiomonty]

- The snow has started to melt.
- Although it has started to melt, it is more slippery than ever!

Ah, my dear friend! as someone once said on miiverse:

[Decidetto]

Sorry, was that very dumb of me to say?
I meant that the snow and ice are melting, so I was expecting the ice-covered roads to become properly traversable again, but they got more slippery instead.

[Rulez]

I quoted you, indicating it's the same for me.

And oh god Mlii don't worry I'm sure you'll find the attention that you oh so desire (reposting that one from Facebook).

[THEdragon]

Ah, my dear friend! as someone once said on miiverse:

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+ That image has inspired and motivated me.

[Samathou]

--- Shitty day.... The day in which I've felt useless, and just like a piece of shit... In volley ball, I failed for everything I tried to do, I received rebukes, then in one of my courses, the teacher just pointed out the fact that I didn't take any note of what he said (of course, he checked ME, at THIS time... why not somebody else? Why not another time?????!!!); I didn't eat for lunch.... when I looked at all those people waiting to eat in the canteen and this shitty atmosphere there is (nobody respects anybody there... just some rough teens).
Later, in English class, well... the atmosphere was tensed. But I managed to reply correctly to a question the teacher asked (phew! +1)

I came back home... I hear screams, I tell my mother I'll go to the doc (because the doc wanted to talk to me), and she started yelling at me, telling about what my father did to her blablabla... (what's the link, you'll ask? Ah! The link? The fact that I told the doc last time that I didn't like kids because of my bothered reaction when my mother came unexpectedly in my appointment with a baby she was supposed to keep and which started touching everything everywhere,to disturb me + my parents are separated since November/December).
Before leaving, she started screaming at me... but I didn't give a shit; I just left. The doctor was really friendly and I didn't need to pay (yeah, my mother didn't want me to pay, so my father helped me with that... but the doctor didn't seem to care about money) as we only talked with each other.
Coming back home, my mother started shouting at me to say my father manipulated me, and started crying and screaming saying we were awful persons, that she prefered to be in a hospital, that I wanted to destroy her as her husband wanted, that he beat her up etc....

Seriously, I'm confused.... What the hell am I supposed to do????? I just hope I'll leave this house very quickly because noise everytime and everytime, screams, and screams, and arguments over and over...... since the day my father left. I'm just sick and tired of this! My mother is crazy, she is completely attacking me _even more than my brothers. And she doesn't want to understand anything! The worst is that I have nobody to talk about all that with. I feel alone psychologically (nobody supports me around and really gives me any affection), but I maybe need physical solitude...

[Shrooblord]

+ Having a beautifully productive day with Patrick and Spanex today.

Yay! All things looking rosy then for team ROTD?

The worst is that I have nobody to talk about all that with. I feel alone psychologically, but I maybe need physical solitude...

Yeah, that blows, alright. But hey - you can pour your heart out here and we'll listen. Most will maybe not reply, but they'll listen, at least. It sounds like a rough situation you're finding yourself in. Maybe, with time, things will calm down. Can't you talk to your siblings? I have no good advice to give you because I have no clue how to really deal with situations like these, but I think the best thing is to try and remain happy and true to yourself; that's always the way to go, in the end.
Good luck!

---

+ I'm slowly falling in love with someone who's - I think - also falling in love with me. We'll see where this goes, but until then, it's a wonderful feeling.

[sergiomonty]

Sorry, was that very dumb of me to say?
I meant that the snow and ice are melting, so I was expecting the ice-covered roads to become properly traversable again, but they got more slippery instead.

Nah, don't worry, you know I'm kidding c:

[Samathou]

Aaw.. it goes nowhere with my brothers... and guess what? My father comes next week! Ready? Go for fireworks (and I sometimes wonder if I shouldn't fear a suicide or a murder.... sometimes I think about that. I dunno why, but it seems like it's one of the thoughts which remain)!
I can't trust my mother, but I can't trust my father either... My brothers and I don't have such a close relationship lately and we're more and more distant.

Thank you very much, Shrool, though. Thank you for reading and replying.

And for your new feelings, I think it's very likely to be reciprocal. How love is amazing...

[Master]

I can't say I know what you're going through, but you have my support, Samathou.
I've noticed that you gave Shrooblord the nickname of Shrool, interesting.