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I'm back, and I'm leaving.

Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 9:45 pm
by Locas
It's nothing to do with you. I thought I might just let you know.
I've been off the road alot lately but this time I just want to fucking die.
You know why? EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PERSON I'VE EVER FUCKING MET HAS TAKEN THE PISS OUT OF EVERYTHING I EVER DO OR SAY! THEY DON'T FUCKING REALISE I CAN'T HELP BEING STUPID OR WEIRD TO THEIR EYES! WHY THE FUCK CANT THEY! WHY! FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE ON THIS GOD-FORSAKEN PLANET!!!!!!!
So I'm not going on any website exept youtube(to listen to nirvana music because it's the only thing that I can do these days that I seem to enjoy) till I get myself under fucking controll again which might take a few months if I don't go insane and end up in hospital for a few years or kill myself. And don't dare say it's cowardice or selfish because I can only think of like 4 people who would care if I did. I don't actually know if you would care or not and I don't blame you if you don't. So bye. For at least a few months or so. GOODBYE.

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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 9:50 pm
by Serza5
Everybody has bad times.

See ya later hen.

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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 9:55 pm
by Xenon
I'm afraid I'm not going to offer a great deal of sympathy. The only reason you feel like that is because of your actions, and no matter what excuse you give you're solely responsible. And I'll tell you... acting all "I'm gonna kill myself because everyone hates me" is not the way to go about it.

Sorry to hear that you're going through a rough patch at the moment, but yeah, my advice is sort yourself out. Byes.

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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 9:59 pm
by Cairnie
This is what Aspergers does to you.

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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 10:05 pm
by Tobbe
Whatever you do, don't pull a Columbine.

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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 11:18 pm
by Beebop
Don't worry man, I'm sure everyone one of us has contemplated suicide at some point or another (I have). You're just going through a bad time. It seems like nothing will ever change, and nothing will ever get better, but it will. It just takes some time. If you are lost in life and don't know what to do, or just can't find your way, then that very much reminds me of myself. Just be strong and you'll get through :) . Stuff will change with time. Try and find things you enjoy. listen to you music, talk with friends. Talking really helps, believe me. Go out walk the dog more, don't stay in and play games (that does not cure depression). Make sure you get outside as much as you can, get fresh air. Find a new hobby. If you don't know what to do next career wise, just look around. I'm sure you will find something. Just stay on the course man, its a hard road, but you have that strength to get through it. You can do it man :) .

Re: I'm back, and I'm leaving.

Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 11:43 pm
by PluMGMK
(a). He's not coming here so there's no point in writing long messages directed at him.
(b). From what he says, he has no friends.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 7:22 am
by Holy Crap
StaceyW wrote:This is what Aspergers does to you.
I know people with Aspergers who aqren't like this. :|

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 7:40 am
by Adsolution
Hm, in real life, Locus's life pretty much describes mine, except I'm not really a fan of Nirvana, but I don't really care if people think I'm weird. It does piss me off a LOT when people tend to always blame things on me cuz I'm weird, but eh, whatever. I'll live, because I don't let things like that haunt me. I'm almost always nice to people even if they are fucking assholes, and it does make me feel better.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 8:39 am
by Matyuv
pfff if nobody likes you irl, why leave a forum? oh well

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 2:46 pm
by Rsandee
Just go and play a game or something...... don't make it sucha big deal.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 2:52 pm
by El Dango
Locas wrote:It's nothing to do with you.
Then why are you leaving us? :?:

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 3:08 pm
by Acarr
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PERSON I'VE EVER FUCKING MET HAS TAKEN THE PISS OUT OF EVERYTHING I EVER DO OR SAY!
When on earth did somebody ever insult you here? The last time I saw you, you were happily chatting about MnD's. :tssk:

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 3:11 pm
by El Dango
I don't really remember much about him.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 4:13 pm
by PluMGMK
I believe his last post before this was actually "BOOM SHACKALACKALACKA!", followed by Spiral urging us to ban him and Xenon saying it was "about time he made his departure".

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 4:41 pm
by dingodile555
Maybe if you told us what your actual problem is, we could help or sympathise, but right now it just seems like you're whoring for attention. And I hope you can see that, it's not an insult.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 4:49 pm
by Xenon
Acarr wrote:
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PERSON I'VE EVER FUCKING MET HAS TAKEN THE PISS OUT OF EVERYTHING I EVER DO OR SAY!
When on earth did somebody ever insult you here? The last time I saw you, you were happily chatting about MnD's. :tssk:
Actually he's always been an annoying little shite here and several people have shared their opinions... but rightfully I'd say.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 4:52 pm
by Rsandee
dingodile555 wrote:Maybe if you told us what your actual problem is, we could help or sympathise, but right now it just seems like you're whoring for attention. And I hope you can see that, it's not an insult.
Exactly.

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 5:43 pm
by spiraldoor
Tobbe wrote:Whatever you do, don't pull a Columbine.
Or a FAB...

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Posted: Sat Oct 03, 2009 5:59 pm
by El Dango
I still remember FAB's big drama when he "left". :lol: