Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums

[Bradandez]

I am a multitasker. That's how cool i am..

[PluMGMK]

I thought only women could do that?

[Bradandez]

Then I be lesbian then.

Brad's racism is absolutely horrible. Ban him

[PluMGMK]

Cool.

[Pirez]

I'm all for it

[Haruka]

The Record Day is almost over...

[MLII]

i just got a warning from thecrystalgems for "circumventing the swear filter" which wasn't actually a rule last time i checked but sure jan

they pmed me about it and then proceeded to put a huge red box underneath my avatar displaying such so like fine ok but sending me a message was basically fucking pointless you might as well have just made a goddamn thread

this forum has totally gone to shit since i got there everyone is trying to start fights with me, a good 11 people signed up for my secret santa and then proceeded to drop out halfway so now i have like 6 art requests to fill, there's rampant transphobia all over one of my trans headcanon theory threads (one guy suggesting the character couldn't be trans because "he's too normal" and "he plays video games and likes pretty girls") there's this one guy harassing me and other people on the forum and/because whenever they have a headcanon they don't share he likes calling them morons and telling them they haven't even watched the show and other more insulting things like that that i can't be bothered to list but basically he's a giant fuckboy (he spammed my thread attempting to deconstruct my theory point by point) (he was wrong about like everything though)

basically my experience there has been bad and a lot of bad things have happened and everyone is being very rude to me and i have had it, quite frankly. like you're not gonna do anything about the homophobia and the transphobia and that one guy who keeps posting steven/pearl art (underage pseudo incest woooot) but i can't say fuck ok then

and yes before anyone asks i am fully aware that i am completely overreacting and this is just petty shit. i know. i am aware of this. apparently adhd is linked to hypersensitivity and overreacting to shit and not being able to control our emotions/emotional outbursts so i'll blame it on my neuroatypicies and just say i need to put it somewhere or i won't be able to sleep tonight.

i'm sorry it's childish i know.

[Ambidextroid]

Damn I tried that SU forum, I was only trying to fit in and I got banned... Lovely bunch they are.

[iHeckler9]

For some reason I think I'm destroying my life by having too many people care about me. It's like I want what's best for them and I'm putting their needs above my own that's causing it, and I can't not do that because it's what I do.

[Rsandee]

So I realise that I've not been very active for a while. (more like years)
I basically went travelling, discovered how good I actually am in partying, delved into learning languages and finished my pre university study.

The thing is though, I am absolutely 100% sure I saw the spirit of a dead relative as a glowing orb of light, and now I would like to hear your thoughts about it if I'm crazy or not.
I'm the kind of guy who has seriously deep thoughts and has to completely turn off my thinking mechanism when I want to socialise, or else I would look awkward, thoughts so deep in fact I sometimes think I might go crazy if I overdo it.

Also, I'm not a christian anymore.

[Ambidextroid]

The thing is though, I am absolutely 100% sure I saw the spirit of a dead relative as a glowing orb of light, and now I would like to hear your thoughts about it if I'm crazy or not.

Sounds like crazy talk to me.
I don't really get the concept of a spirit or a soul or whatever though, like what does that even mean? Is it like the person's mental functions represented as some kind of visible energy, or the enrgy in their body that makes them animate beings or what?
To me a body is just some fleshy mechanisms that take food and poop it out to make energy that then flows through some wires in a big sponge in your head that's just basically a computer.
I never understood what the soul was even supposed to be when people talked abut it, or what it even meant.
Unless it's just another word for ghost, in which case it just sounds like crazy talk.

[Rsandee]

That's exactly why I decided to post it here, to get some objective reactions.
It was not like I saw some kind of shadow or weird fog floating past me or something, it was right fucking there for around 5-10 seconds.
I realise that it only should mean something to me, since nobody in their right mind would believe such a story without having seen it themselves.

[Xenon]

It would be interesting to know what your mentality towards ghosts was before the event. I categorically don't believe in them, nor anything similar, so I can't ever see that kind of thing happening to me. Then again if I did see a relative standing in front of me, it would probably make me believe.

That probably makes no sense to anyone besides me.

[Ambidextroid]

I think even if I saw a dead relative right infront of me and he said something only that relative would know, I'd think I was hallucinating or having some strange dream. I really doubt anything in this world would change my beleifs on the supernatural

[iHeckler9]

Also I feel like everyone ignores me until I make a note of it, where I get ignored half of the time.
It's not like anyone really wants me to be around anyway.

[incognito]

The thing is though, I am absolutely 100% sure I saw the spirit of a dead relative as a glowing orb of light, and now I would like to hear your thoughts about it if I'm crazy or not.

I think you just tripped really hard on LSD and you fuked some prostitutes, without a condom.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGWs8WYUp8c

[Rsandee]

I think even if I saw a dead relative right infront of me and he said something only that relative would know, I'd think I was hallucinating or having some strange dream. I really doubt anything in this world would change my beleifs on the supernatural

That's exactly what I thought, basically even right after it happened I wondered if I just dreamt it or not.
Problem is, I was sitting upright when it happened and that would be a really, really weird position for me to sleep in.

It would be interesting to know what your mentality towards ghosts was before the event. I categorically don't believe in them, nor anything similar, so I can't ever see that kind of thing happening to me. Then again if I did see a relative standing in front of me, it would probably make me believe.

That probably makes no sense to anyone besides me.

Well I struggled with religion for years, I eventually just made my own set of beliefs, but none of it included accepting things like psychics or other bullshit like that.
I didn't believe in mediums and people that claim to be able to do paranormal things, I still don't, but I just can't explain what I've seen.

The thing is though, I am absolutely 100% sure I saw the spirit of a dead relative as a glowing orb of light, and now I would like to hear your thoughts about it if I'm crazy or not.

I think you just tripped really hard on LSD and you fuked some prostitutes, without a condom.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGWs8WYUp8c

That would be your mother.

[incognito]

So much hostility...



Why ?

[Rsandee]

Your post felt like bait, so I bit.

[Hoozang]

Because interwebs, inco.