Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums

[gamerz31w]

I didn't know there are two Humble Hearts company.I thought I call to Dean Dodrill's company,but I called to charity company.I have currently not enough money on my phone card(I recharged my account in this very moth for a last time).Fortunetely I can call only to people around my country Poland only not for abroad.I lose my chance.I'll try for a next time.

[OCG]

What you wrote now did not answer my question at all but never mind.

Bottom line, what I have been trying to tell you, do your projects normally and only contact companies when you have finished product. For example, if you want to make Jazz Jackrabbit game, work on it, and when you are done with game, then contact Epic Games to try and pitch your idea. If they like it, they might agree to publish the game. If they dislike it, you can't make money off game, but you still get to play new Jazz Jackrabbt game you yourself made

Also, if you are making spiritual successor games, do not contact copyright owner of character that game is supposed to be inspired of.
Only contact copyright holders if you decide to make game using their characters and only do that once you are done with game so you can present pitch.

[gamerz31w]

I think I rushed up conversation with Epic Games(reviving jazz jackrabbit is dangerous acting of copyrights protection),but okay(sometimes an Dean Dodrill responds on twitter) if we are speaking of spritua successor for some help.Well I think it's good idea OCG.I'll show them demo or something more solid like full version.

[DandyGuy]

What do you mean Gamerz? Did you actually talk to someone there?

[gamerz31w]

In this very forum?

[DandyGuy]

Yes this is a forum. Now you said you talked to someone, who did you talk to?

[gamerz31w]

I was trying to contact with J.J.Abrams about selling Epic Games company to Disney as my plans.

[DandyGuy]

Oh, why must you joke? You're confusing me.

[gamerz31w]

I didn't do this to be honest.I said before I exhasted limit on my phone card.I can't call abroad now.Even Nintendo is bad choice for Jazz Jackrabbit.Phone secretary is my witness.My silly brain has luck I didn't make it.As the saying goes "stupid is always happiness".I have not enough money to make this madness happen.

[DandyGuy]

Oh. I need to find that concept art again.
Edit: found it. Back to ranting.

[OCG]

I think I rushed up conversation with Epic Games(reviving jazz jackrabbit is dangerous acting of copyrights protection),but okay(sometimes an Dean Dodrill responds on twitter) if we are speaking of spritua successor for some help.Well I think it's good idea OCG.I'll show them demo or something more solid like full version.

Your response shows here that you really have hard time understanding what am I saying you. Let me say the things again one by one so you maybe hopefully understand.

1. Reviving Jazz Jackrabbit is not dangerous unless you want to make money with it. There are tons of fangames that exist and the ones that are still in works just keep it free and you are fine. You should definitely not contact company regarding fangames unless you finish Jazz fangame first. Thats how the process of "pitching game" work.

2. If you are making game with original characters and not Jazz ones, why would you contact Epic Games at all? Why contact them regarding something they did not create?

[gamerz31w]

2.It is a matter of inspiration,idea,concept which grows up each time if I'm buiding this game project.
1.Yeah it's better to loose money for risk of penalty.I hope I said everything well and clear at this time.

[Dart]

Almost a month ago, I talked about how I was having difficulty expressing myself, specifically a part of me that loved wearing dresses, expressing a love for cute, Lacey, and frilly things and that I'd hit a sort of wall in how I want to present myself. I'd like to touch upon that again, if only so that I'm placing these feelings somewhere.

For awhile now I'm been very confused as to who I am. Some days I wish I was born female (Fun Fact: when I was real young, I used to be bummed that this was something I'd never be able to experience, my how time flies ), or I just wonder what I'd be like. I wonder if a female me would be going through similar problems, or if she'd have no problem being herself around others. But there's just as many days where I'm certain I'm okay with being a guy and I wonder if I'm just tricking myself, that the real me is the reckless, sailor-tongued, rule-breaking, goofball of a persona that I invented years back. To paraphrase things I've said elsewhere, a part of me has always wanted to be a girl who had friends that loved going to the mall, to go to prom with my best friend in a flowing beautiful dress, or give a big hug to people while wearing a fuzzy pink sweater; while at the same time I acknowledge that I am a guy, and I live a fairly comfortable life as one.

And yet I've been rather tired of my current life lately. I feel worthless, like I'm living a lie. Every week it's the same: "let's plan on going hunting next winter Zach," "we're working on cars today Zach," "Zack-Attack, we need to go see that new wrestling show next week." I hate it. And I hate the fact that I can't admit that I'd rather be browsing for nail polish than spending another minute watching 4-wheeler races!

I'm an artist, a thinker, a gamer, and comedian. I like to be honest and crack jokes to ease myself as much as others, I see the world in a mix of idealistic and realistic, and am a huge supporter of human rights. I am human, just like everyone else. So why is it that I'm forced to hide that in my mind I'm not a guy, that I feel so embarrassed and ashamed to admit something so simple?

It's not all dark clouds though. Even if I have to dodge bullets around my parents, I've been talking about it in fragments to a few of my older siblings, and I've been opening up everything around my best friend and a school counselor. And of course there's everyone here on RPC . One the plus side I'm able to be a bit more fashion conscious at my mom's, and she doesn't have any particular problems with me liking stuffed animals and different types of fabrics, but I'd still rather die than straight up tell her that I'm interested in either cross-dressing or seeking a counselor for advice on my gender.

[gamerz31w]

I sent 100$ to CG Animation Entertainment without my mum's permission.Know they expect 150$.

[OCG]

LOL why are they expecting more? Do you own them that money or something?

[DandyGuy]

I sent 100$ to CG Animation Entertainment without my mum's permission.Know they expect 150$.

Wot? What did you pay them for?

[gamerz31w]

Bonus Stage animation idles and Bosses sprite idles.

[Acarr]

@ Dart: You have my support!

[gamerz31w]

Excuse me!Who is that @Dart user person?

[incognito]