Another day, another time I post in the duldroms thread!
I have finally begun my much needed counseling, only to fuck up on every step of the way. I barely filled out the paperwork properly and wound up not giving the proper payment either, resulting in me needing to jump through hoops of my own creation, not to mention that I hadn't realized this would be a weekly thing and didn't prepare accordingly with work.
I know I shouldn't be too hard on myself since this is my first time managing insurance papers and legal documents and shit with zero parental supervision, but it makes me feel rather pathetic that I couldn't have thought of these things previously. On the plus side, my therapist is all on board to help start my transition this next spring, and despite some of the tribulations that have cropped up at work, I'm slowly on my way to promotion and with it, a home and life of my own!
I hope I can get out of the emotional rut I've been in soon too, since I have so much to look forward to!
