< believes that too. < just needs to finish the things < is currently doing. <'s got a lot of tasks backed up in <'s head. Sucks how concentrated < can be when it comes to certain things.
< ended up sleeping late again. At least < slept straight this time and didn't have a brief break in <'s sleep. < should really go back to NOT drinking tea hours before bed
< is starting to wonder if < is literally sleeping too much, as < tends to spend about 9-10 hours in bed sometimes. Granted, < wakes up a few times in the middle usually, either just randomly or else due to dogs barking intermittently. Maybe that's why, given it's broken sleep then.
< yet again, decided < would go to sleep earlier, and then < didn't do that at all. < will have to just literally start to avoid the likes of Discord after a certain time at night so < will not get sidetracked and stay up far too late. < doesn't feel like < will be very productive or make much progress in this current state and sleep schedule. < can of course still carry out moderation duties, but aside from that, it's going to hinder everything else.
For some reason, < got up early today to use the restroom and then somehow went back to sleep. < thinks the fact that <‘s mom had a heart catheter this morning probably had something to do with it. < is slightly worried but < will pray that nothing too bad happens and she will be fine.
< has randomly had ideas for music again the past while when < was asked to come up with ideas for things. < hasn't really had ideas for songs in the longest time, at least not frequently, but in the past few weeks, < has had to come up with music for things. < got an idea from complete randomness over a joke one day and made the track, and then < in the past few days has had to make about 3 songs, one only being an extremely short loop, but < somehow came up with ideas for them all.
< is still trying to organize which PC games go on which VM. Would it be easier if < had less VMs? Yes, yes it would. But < named all the VMs and experimented with personalizing each one (which < never did when < had these OSes as a kid. < is amazed to find some educational PC games still work on Windows 7 despite being released earlier.
< has seen footage of the Prime 4 title screen, and it's not much, but it's still put a smile on <'s face. It's been such a long wait, and while < is trying to temper <'s expectations, < still can't help but be excited:
The music, the logo transitioning in...it just feels so right.
Tbf if you're not fond of the arachnids then that's one way to try to be rid of em < supposes. < is no longer in a position to just announce <'s displeasure at it, instead < has to acquire some implement that < can shoo the creature away so it's not harassing < when < sleeps.
< Hates having existential crises early in the morning, < wants to sleep, not be kept awake by <self being conscious the dread of existing. What's worse is < went to bed late so <'s likely not going to enjoy being alive today.
(Ok, < might be being a tad dramatic, < just kind of woke up and realised how <'s age is getting to <, as is <'s apparently ever shrinking personal social circle. < worries <'s looking into a very isolated future sometimes)