Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums

[Serza5]

I'll come right out and say it: I hate the fanbases of Portal

While I realize you said quite some time ago that it wasn't just me I still have this lingering feeling that you are. Mainly because every time you come on IRC you so happen to hear me talk about Portal and then go on about how I always talk about it.

Yes I am aware that I do like to talk about my interests, or as you call it "obsessions" quite a bit, but Portal is barely half of my conversation on there, and most of said conversations don't last very long.

I also know that the fanbase is rather obsessive but you seemed to have sprewed all this shit up whenever I started bringing up Portal on there even though I am not nearly as bad as that, although I do admit I could most certainly cut down on it.

[MLII]

Which is exactly what I think. n.n We're going to see my great uncle tomorrow (he came down from Sussex for the lolz) so hopefully he'll be a bit nicer~

EDIT: Ninjad. The post was directed at RayFan, not Serza o3o

[Cairnie]

This talk about self harming is making me legit worried about you MLII, as much as I hate to say it, and if I were you I'd get help for it as soon as possible. Regarding the "anti breeder" you speak of too he sounds like a complete twat and I really would not take comments like that too seriously - childfree folk that trashtalk people who lose their children for example really don't deserve anyone's attention.

GCSE stress is truly awful though so I kinda don't blame your brother for behaving the way he is, but it's still no excuse for it really. Hell I got so stressed with mine I had a nosebleed, though I never had any more since.

=Me time= I mentioned before that I've had a urinary tract infection for well over a week and I can't seem to tell if it's ever going to go away. I tried a cranberry extract relief where you put powder in a glass of water and drink that, but after 6 of them it only worked for a bit and it's flared up again though not as offensively as it did when it started. It's just annoying and that, along with a feeling that barely anyone gives a toss about me on the net was what made this week suck so much. I dunno maybe I'm just being an emo twat as per usual.

[Adsolution]

I'll come right out and say it: I hate the fanbases of Portal

While I realize you said quite some time ago that it wasn't just me I still have this lingering feeling that you are. Mainly because every time you come on IRC you so happen to hear me talk about Portal and then go on about how I always talk about it.

Yes I am aware that I do like to talk about my interests, or as you call it "obsessions" quite a bit, but Portal is barely half of my conversation on there, and most of said conversations don't last very long.

I also know that the fanbase is rather obsessive but you seemed to have sprewed all this shit up whenever I started bringing up Portal on there even though I am not nearly as bad as that, although I do admit I could most certainly cut down on it.

Serza, dear god, I said you weren't one of the annoying fans... I said that multiple times actually, to ensure that you understood that. And by the way, I don't go on about how you always talk about it, nor do I "spew up shit" whenever you bring it up. I only actually mentioned it once fairly recently, and I tried to say it in the nicest way possible.

=Me time= I mentioned before that I've had a urinary tract infection for well over a week and I can't seem to tell if it's ever going to go away. I tried a cranberry extract relief where you put powder in a glass of water and drink that, but after 6 of them it only worked for a bit and it's flared up again though not as offensively as it did when it started. It's just annoying and that, along with a feeling that barely anyone gives a toss about me on the net was what made this week suck so much. I dunno maybe I'm just being an emo twat as per usual.

Tss, you, an emo twat? I beg to differ. I once had the same thing a few years back, and it's downright horrible. I just hope yours gets better as soon as possible.

[Serza5]

Serza, dear god, I said you weren't one of the annoying fans... I said that multiple times actually, to ensure that you understood that. And by the way, I don't go on about how you always talk about it, nor do I "spew up shit" whenever you bring it up. I only actually mentioned it once fairly recently, and I tried to say it in the nicest way possible.

It's not that, it's that you started all this when I started talking about Portal.

[MLII]

This talk about self harming is making me legit worried about you MLII, as much as I hate to say it, and if I were you I'd get help for it as soon as possible. Regarding the "anti breeder" you speak of too he sounds like a complete twat and I really would not take comments like that too seriously - childfree folk that trashtalk people who lose their children for example really don't deserve anyone's attention.

Well like I said, I did speak to my mom about it OTL She said that if I did it again she'd get me a phychatrist. LOLIFAILATSPELLING

...What do you mean by "as much as you hate to say it"? o3o

[Adsolution]

Serza, dear god, I said you weren't one of the annoying fans... I said that multiple times actually, to ensure that you understood that. And by the way, I don't go on about how you always talk about it, nor do I "spew up shit" whenever you bring it up. I only actually mentioned it once fairly recently, and I tried to say it in the nicest way possible.

It's not that, it's that you started all this when I started talking about Portal.

Started all of what exactly? It might have just been coincidence, because the annoying fans I know in real life are pretty relentless.

This talk about self harming is making me legit worried about you MLII

I'll admit I'm in a bit of an agreement here.

[Serza5]

Serza, dear god, I said you weren't one of the annoying fans... I said that multiple times actually, to ensure that you understood that. And by the way, I don't go on about how you always talk about it, nor do I "spew up shit" whenever you bring it up. I only actually mentioned it once fairly recently, and I tried to say it in the nicest way possible.

It's not that, it's that you started all this when I started talking about Portal.

Started all of what exactly? It might have just been coincidence, because the annoying fans I know in real life are pretty relentless.

Started the whole Portal fanbase is annoying thing. If you say it's coincidence then i'll take your word for it.

[Cairnie]

I was kinda scared that by saying "get help" I'd end up offending you...I shouldn't really be seeing as I've been tempted to do it myself [I knew someone that did though, ouch she did it with a key] when I was 14, what with school issues and other shit.

[Adsolution]

Serza, dear god, I said you weren't one of the annoying fans... I said that multiple times actually, to ensure that you understood that. And by the way, I don't go on about how you always talk about it, nor do I "spew up shit" whenever you bring it up. I only actually mentioned it once fairly recently, and I tried to say it in the nicest way possible.

It's not that, it's that you started all this when I started talking about Portal.

Started all of what exactly? It might have just been coincidence, because the annoying fans I know in real life are pretty relentless.

Started the whole Portal fanbase is annoying thing. If you say it's coincidence then i'll take your word for it.

Good, I wouldn't want a misunderstanding like that to be involved.

she did it with a key

Ouch... that sounds a little bit... ouch! Ouch....

[MLII]

No,Stace, you didn't offend me~ i actually googled it and the only thing I saw was STOP DOING IT. That kind of pissed me off actually, I didn't get any info it was just LOLURCRAZY

A key? Ow. o_O It was scissors for me. I've surrupticiously snuck my scissors into my mom's room; I'm fairly certain I won't do it again but I don't feel comfortable about them being in the room even so

[The Edditaur]

Back in late January/early February I was starting to find it really hard to cope with the mockery directed at me (Which for some reason my mind seemed to project as pretty much everyone hates me, when in fact at this point it's pretty much just the smug gits who like to think they're cool by messing with other people's heads), and a lot of remarks towards me, doubts about the state of my body (For some reason I thought I was grossly overweight. ) and general stress caused me to have a breakdown. It wasn't pretty during that one month - I constantly had my head down, not making eye contact with anyone, and my voice sounded kind of dead. No more kind, caring and friendly personality, no more bubbly and funny guy, instead all that was replaced with emptiness. During that period I also seemed to have some strange fondness for drawing pentagrams onto my hands, and writing kind of distressing messages onto my arms and onto pieces of paper. I happen to have a best friend who self harms, and she was desperately trying to stop me from doing all of it because she knew that eventually that pen would be replaced with a knife. The school found out after I had a second breakdown and I was put on a course for counseling... Which I then got about a month later. By which point all of the confused feelings and depression had faded. I'm still not quite sure what got into me, I'm usually the one to express myself and my feelings to everyone else (In order to clearly show that I'm not a sheep), and always very nice and willing to make new friends, but that month my behaviour turned was the complete opposite.
...I always feel weird revealing to people parts of my life, but I think it's probably just the Aspergers thing coming back, only recently have I actually felt comfortable talking to other people without hiding behind the nearest chair.

[Haruka]

You won't believe in what happened today.

I went normally to school this afternoon to have the History of Culture and Arts class, and classmates told me there was no classes because not only the teacher didn't give class to the class before us, aswell the teacher went out of school in a rush and presented a letter of quitting.

Resuming: We just lost our HCA teacher. We are in less than 2 months for the National Exam, with a huge delay in the units (We should be already giving the art of the beginning of the XX century, while we are still in Impressionist Art), we were going to have a test day 11 and apparently we won't have any, I don't know if we'll have a substitute teacher until the exam and I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I feel perplex and lost.

I think the only solution I have now is to read the manuals by my own until the exam and let god decide my luck and fate.

First, the whole month of September and first half of October without a teacher, then we lost so many time with the Sarau event (in here it seemed there was no problem in losing time) and now this. If this is something that we deserve...

[SanteriEdelweiss]

My mom won't let me spend my paypal money, eventhough I earned it all myself with full hard work & honesty..

[DesLife]

Why do you need to ask her ?

[Tobbe]

There are too many damn muscles in the legs and forearms. And far too many enzymes catalysing biological reactions.

[DesLife]

Fuck network sockets.

[Adsolution]

There are too many damn muscles in the legs and forearms. And far too many enzymes catalysing biological reactions.

I'm finding this funny because I now sort of know what you're talking about.

[The Edditaur]

So, I was talking with two other people who I did consider friends at some point today, and when I mentioned that I'd bought a PS2 off of a good friend, one of them decided to go all apeshit on me, about how I got ripped off and was stupid for buying "obsolete equipment" because obviously the PS3 is the superior console and that means that all games on the PS2 not 3 are automatically terrible. He provided no other reason but that. Those kind of people are the worst, the ones who think a game is bad just because it's old. Anyway, that ignorant plank has proven to me with that one comment that I have no reason to have anything to do with him anymore. I should have figured from his desperate trying to steer me away from playing Conker's Bad Fur Day because it was a very old game.
Remember kids, new doesn't necessarily mean best.

[Spanex]

that ignorant plank

Siraliouh

I'm bothered by my youtube's recommendation list. I'm almost going to block the entire thing out with Adblock. Just, aaargh!