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[Rulez]

^ seriously though, what the Foch?

[Adsolution]

Let's not bring Carmen into this! I guess it just goes to show that Emshomar's take-all lifestyle has won out on him again.

[Master]

So, given that the first post in the ROTD thread refers to you by name, you'd have to edit that, won't you?

[Rulez]

Hold on a sec... was Emshomar the "eccentric" one?

[Adsolution]

So, given that the first post in the ROTD thread refers to you by name, you'd have to edit that, won't you?

Ah, yes. Though I'll probably do that once the website's up and running, which is taking an increasingly long time.

Hold on a sec... was Emshomar the "eccentric" one?

Ja.

[Rulez]

Hold on a sec... was Emshomar the "eccentric" one?

Ja.

*sigh*

[Snagglebee]

Hold on a sec... was Emshomar the "eccentric" one?

Ja.

*sigh*

Why? Please move me out of this. I really now have no idea how I should react. And what the heck is so strange about beeing eccentric?

[Adsolution]

Nothing really, that word was the description given to me as one of the main reasons I failed the 2011 modship role. It's just typical for people who give themselves that title and show it off to be very unobservant and rather selfish. Though, it's nothing more than a laughing matter with slight annoyance on the side, so whatever. I'm just describing the situation that occurred in the past.

Also, you don't have to react. Not reacting is usually better than grandly declaring your own unfamiliarity, topping it off with a boon. Not that I care in the slightest since it is unfamiliar ground for many people, I'm just pointing it out for future reference.

[Snagglebee]

OK. You're right. Btw. My sister said one day that I'm eccentric, because I behaved that strange and different. I found the word 'eccentric' funny.

[sergiomonty]

I used to flirt a lot with Cheryl but I'm not gay, so I'm confused now :c

why the fuck would you admit that

Because I did it?
Should I feel ashamed? I mean... does this shit still matter? Will you burn my body?

When I "flirted" with Chodrill I already knew that he was into the transgender stuff. And it wasn't even the serious shit, it was like... for the lulz. I'm not even into long distance relationships.

Boon got your tongue, Emshomar?

I don't know.. I just…. .. Ah just ignore me! I'm out here!

Don't worry, Cody won't bite you, he's trained, sort of.

[Rayfist]

Honestly I'm very happy with the wise decision Cody, especially knowing once you would have became a girl, there wouldn't be any turning back (at least I think). So I can see you put much thought into that decision.
May I ask? Do you think you were possibly going through a phase?

[Adsolution]

I don't think it was exactly a 'phase,' since I'm fairly certain there was a cause behind it. But yeah, I've put a good eight months of thought into this, which is essentially 1/100th of a lifetime.

Wait, that's a depressing thought.

[Shrooblord]

I've put a good eight months of thought into this, which is essentially 1/100th of a lifetime.

Wait, that's a depressing thought.

Wah? 800 months is 66 years.

But ah - welcome, Cody. May your new (or old?) imago give you new happiness.
Just out of interest: how did you come up with the name Cheryl?

[Adsolution]

Oh, that's a good one. Well, maybe I'll answer it a bit later.

Ah, whatever:

She was the friend I had to was raped and then killed herself; that was her name. Done! No procrastinating today.

I can't say that it (as well as a pile of other events) hasn't lead me to, virtually at random (with today being one of those days), break down and cease all human functionality in favour of banging myself in the head repeatedly with a piece of PVC pipe - you know, those things that aren't actually very tough, but as far as ridding yourself of teenage angst goes, this is compensated by the idea of hitting yourself in the head with a pipe proving to be pretty hardcore. Alternatively, my zero percent more mature and two-hundred percent less physically-destructive way of dealing with it is to Google random topics created by users speaking about Thom Yorke's flabby eye; it's nice when I'm able to read about people who have very similarly obscure problems like that to mine; in this case, I've also had to have over five eye surgeries when I was young, wear an eyepatch during school and be mocked to no extent for it, and have one of the final surgeries get botched causing my eye to permanently point off in a strange direction making it go half blind. Of course it's not a 1:1 with Yorke's story, but it's similar enough I selfishly think to immorally warrant a slight amount of pretense in which I unrightfully soak up some of his fans' sympathy.

Three cheers over here for completely steering a conversation off-track. I apologise once again, as this forum should not be my stupid-mental-garbage dumping ground.

[spiraldoor]

Well I suppose it's good that your psychological and biological identities are mostly aligned again. Do you regret that your parents allowed you to go through with this procedure in the first place? Are you going to start taking testosterone pills now?

[Adsolution]

Huehua, I think that's true except for the fact that I may have cut my hair just a centimetre too short.

I don't regret it actually, it's led me into a whole new realm of openness. I think that without having done this, I wouldn't be able to understand it the way I do now.

Pills also wouldn't be necessary, since we have to produce something naturally, no?

[spiraldoor]

I don't regret it actually, it's led me into a whole new realm of openness. I think that without having done this, I wouldn't be able to understand it the way I do now.

I'll bet it was an... interesting experience, but I'd never mess with my body to such an extent for that alone.

Pills also wouldn't be necessary, since we have to produce something naturally, no?

That depends on whether they took your balls, not to put too fine a point on it.

[Adsolution]

It's not really as interesting as it sounds. Admittedly it is for the first month or two, but it's just tiring for the most part.

Also, that they did not.

[neo]

I posted a reply in the Daily Doldrums for you, Adsolution. I hope it can help.

[ikke471]

I'm kinda confuzzled but I think you made the right decision if this makes you feel better.

go get 'em dude!