Pluses (+) and minuses (−) of this day

[Keane]

Yayyy, now banners look even more ugly. Seriously, it looks like channels are zoomed out.

+/- Already had G+ for my username change. In case you don't know your inbox is under Video Manager in the left toolbar. Yeah I know it's the dumbest idea ever.

Nope, my mom went to sleep right after me then I came back.

Ah. Yeah I can't be 100% relaxed until everyone else falls asleep. I'm gonna be glad when my brother finally leaves because his room is right next to me.

My mom tells me to read the bible if I can't fall asleep and I'm just like, fuck no.

Lmao, what. I know technology plays a bit of a role in keeping someone awake but purposely boring yourself is shite.

[Zikken]

+/- Already had G+ for my username change. In case you don't know your inbox is under Video Manager in the left toolbar. Yeah I know it's the dumbest idea ever.

No thanks, keeping myself clean from Google+, I don't comment anyway, not feeling like getting my name over youtube. It leads to the same inbox as when you click your username then inbox without google+.

My mom tells me to read the bible if I can't fall asleep and I'm just like, fuck no.

Lmao, what. I know technology plays a bit of a role in keeping someone awake but purposely boring yourself is shite.

Yes, I'm atheist, I don't need to read about something I would puke rainbows on.

[Adsolution]

Pff, if there's anything you should be boring yourself reading, it's the first five hundred pages of The Deathly Hallows.

+ This music track is coming along very nicely. Must retain the atmosphere of the original though, that's of the utmost importance.

[Keane]

No thanks, keeping myself clean from Google+, I don't comment anyway, not feeling like getting my name over youtube. It leads to the same inbox as when you click your username then inbox without google+.

Oh my god they updated it. They fucking updated it.

No. That's it.

This is gonna reduce my comment posting on Youtube a lot. I don't even wanna figure out how to get to my new inbox. What a bunch of fucking shit.

Yes, I'm atheist, I don't need to read about something I would puke rainbows on.

There was some kid a few years back on the bus I rode who would read the Bible near me to "Change my mind about homosexuals and not to go to Hell"

Ironically, I'm 100% convinced he was gay himself and he just didn't realise it yet.

[Zikken]

Pff, if there's anything you should be boring yourself reading, it's the first five hundred pages of The Deathly Hallows.

I'd rather read Harry Potter than the bible any day. unless that's not Harry Potter and google is lying?

Yes, I'm atheist, I don't need to read about something I would puke rainbows on.

Why do I keep turning into other people? I must secretly be Ditto.

There was some kid a few years back on the bus I rode who would read the Bible near me to "Change my mind about homosexuals and not to go to Hell"

The fuck.

Ironically, I'm 100% convinced he was gay himself and he just didn't realise it yet.

Lmao.

[Keane]

Heehee, 11 PM hits. I'll wish you goodnight just in case.

unless that's not Harry Potter and google is lying?

Harry Potter, yes. It's the same thing with the movies. It's one of those two part movies. Unfortunately the first movie and from what I've heard the book as well is one of the weakest parts of the series yet the second half is easily one of the three best.

Why do I keep turning into other people? I must secretly be Ditto.

We all secretly really desire to be you.

Lmao.

I never get it when they do realise it and they still fully support their religion. You claim a book that's saying you should be put to death for your sexual orientation as the truth, wtf.

I needed to proof read this three times, yegh.

[Zikken]

Heehee, 11 PM hits. I'll wish you goodnight just in case.

I went to get something to eat because I wanted to stay up longer.

unless that's not Harry Potter and google is lying?

Harry Potter, yes. It's the same thing with the movies. It's one of those two part movies. Unfortunately the first movie and from what I've heard the book as well is one of the weakest parts of the series yet the second half is easily one of three best.

Ahhh I never read the books.

Why do I keep turning into other people? I must secretly be Ditto.

We all secretly really desire to be you.

Oh my gawd.

Lmao.

I never get it when they do realise it and they still fully support their religion. You claim a book that's saying you should be put to death for your sexual orientation as the truth, wtf.

I don't understand those people.

- Well my dad just called me a "trash bag" who can do nothing of her life other than drawing and that I should see a Psychiatrist because my thought process is "weird". Ah yes, I have no right to be myself with him! Whoa there dad, calm your horses, I can't get a job if I can't even talk to a stranger without being awfully awkward. I wonder if he even cares about who I am at this point. Its like as if the only thing he cares about is getting me "perfect" and "get into society fast or I'll kick your ass" attitude.

- Its been over 10 minutes and he is still ranting about me in the other room saying he will take everything I find important from me because "I don't deserve them".

[Keane]

Alright for some reason this post won't let me remove a double [/quote]. Is that a bug?

I went to get something to eat because I wanted to stay up longer.
Yay

Ahhh I never read the books.

Neither have I. I've been saying I will for the past couple years.

Oh my gawd.

We may need more pictures of you soon. Plastic surgery, you see.

- Well my dad just called me a "trash bag" who can do nothing of her life other than drawing and that I should see a Psychiatrist because my thought process is "weird". Ah yes, I have no right to be myself with him! Whoa there dad, calm your horses, I can't get a job if I can't even talk to a stranger without being awfully awkward. I wonder if he even cares about who I am at this point. Its like as if the only thing he cares about is getting me "perfect" and "get into society fast or I'll kick your ass" attitude.

- Its been over 10 minutes and he is still ranting about me in the other room saying he will take everything I find important from me because "I don't deserve them"

What a dick. What's he think a Psychiatrist is gonna do? Honestly It's a little amusing that he said that, because if he'd actually take you to one he'd be the one coming across as embarrassing.

To me it doesn't sound like he cares about you being perfect because my mother sometimes expects that of me to but it's more because she really wants me to get along with people even if her ideas are often insane (I received a rant today about how I'm wrong for not expecting to make friends at this school. Because I had so many at the last three, right, yeah...). I think it's more that he doesn't want to put in the effort to try and understand you. And because he refuses to do so he comes across to me like this frustrates him quite a bit. Which is a shame because, seriously, what is there not to understand?

From what I gather they seem like phases. Unless there's more shit going on that I don't know about. At least he doesn't seem to do what he claims he will.

[Zikken]

Well he already took all video games and computers from me when I was 10 years old for a whole year, he is serious. As by "perfect" I mean he wants me to be what he wants me to be, like, a fucking princess of beauty I don't know. He doesn't want me to do what I want to do later because " drawing doesn't get you lot of money". Yes I'm totally going to get a job I would hate to do for money because money is more important than my happiness.

[Keane]

Well he already took all video games and computers from me when I was 10 years old for a whole year, he is serious. As by "perfect" I mean he wants me to be what he wants me to be, like, a fucking princess of beauty I don't know. He doesn't want me to do what I want to do later because " drawing doesn't get you lot of money". Yes I'm totally going to get a job I would hate to do for money because money is more important than my happiness.

Jesus fuck. Well I dunno what to say anymore... I just hope he calms down and leaves you be again soon. You deserve so much more. ;A;

[Zikken]

I hope so too, because I can't tolerate him anymore.

[Keane]

I can imaging that that's likely the worst aspect of it. You can't stand up for yourself, not fully, because you'll only worsen the situation. Aww Zeppy, it just hurts me so much to read it. Gimmie an internet hug.

[Zikken]

If I stand up for myself he starts saying I'm wrong and that he is right and that's why I try to defend myself, it often ends up in huge arguments of two hours. Someone who only knows me for two weeks on internet can already know me better than him and that's depressing. How do internet hugs work lol.

[Keane]

If I stand up for myself he starts saying I'm wrong and that he is right and that's why I try to defend myself, it often ends up in huge arguments of two hours. Someone who only knows me for two weeks on internet can already know me better than him and that's depressing.

I see. That's indeed a bit of a depressing though, but on the other, It's a definite + that we have the internet today and that you can reach those people.

How do internet hugs work lol.

Uhh, well, get excited over this:

You say *hug*

...

*Hugs Zeppy*

[Zikken]

- I have to go to bed.
+ I will come back in like 20 minutes I bet. Unless I miraculously fall asleep.

I see. That's indeed a bit of a depressing though, but on the other, It's a definite + that we have the internet today and that you can reach those people.

It is.

Uhh, well, get excited over this:

I got so excited I went my pants!

*Hugs Zeppy*

*hug*

[Keane]

- I have to go to bed.
+ I will come back in like 20 minutes I bet. Unless I miraculously fall asleep.

Hehe alright. Don't let me keep you awake any longer in that case.

It is.

And never forget that I and the rest are always here if you need someone to talk to. <3

I got so excited I went my pants!

When people say "The first time is a moment you'll never forget" they are actually referring to internet hugs. They are too magical.

*hug*

Yayy we dit it! Thanks. :3

[Zikken]

It is.

And never forget that I and the rest are always here if you need someone to talk to. <3

I don't think I would forget that!

[Keane]

It is.

And never forget that I and the rest are always here if you need someone to talk to. <3

I don't think I would forget that!

Yayy \o/ You always cheer me up lmao

[Zikken]

Whaat, how, I don't do anything.

[Keane]

Well I dunno. ouo You're just a fun a person.