Pluses (+) and minuses (−) of this day

[Snagglebee]

+ Crash Bandicoot 2 on 240p via Component is awsome

[OCG]

+ Won game Mario And Luigi Dream Team on eBay. My brother will be happy because his birthday is on 12th December and I will give him the game.
- Seller was German and does not know English and replied to my message about shipping: "????????????????????????????????????"
WTF?

[Snagglebee]

+ Won game Mario And Luigi Dream Team on eBay. My brother will be happy because his birthday is on 12th December and I will give him the game.

Oh I love this game

- Seller was German and does not know English and replied to my message about shipping: "????????????????????????????????????"
WTF?

Haven't i told you that the majority here can't understand english well

[Fifo]

Fifo I can do that for you. (and then we're ack)

PM sent.

[OCG]

+ Won game Mario And Luigi Dream Team on eBay. My brother will be happy because his birthday is on 12th December and I will give him the game.

Oh I love this game

- Seller was German and does not know English and replied to my message about shipping: "????????????????????????????????????"
WTF?

Haven't i told you that the majority here can't understand english well

Still, that is not excuse for typing million question marks. Google translate can help a bit.

[Cairnie]

+ Amazon sent my things away in the end and I don't think the Amazon Germany strike had anything to it tbh.
+/- finding more American import things in not one but 2 homeware stores ARG THE TEMPTATION

[Keane]

+ School may start two hours later or not happen at all tomorrow due to the weather

- I really doubt it though. And either way I can't stay up late because they won't make a decision until next morning. I'm just gonna assume there's school tomorrow.

+ Brother tried to get mother angry at me but his level of bullshit was enormous enough for her to just laugh at him trying. I feel so welcomed coming home.

+ Mother is baking cookies.

+ Things finally seem to be clearing up between me and my parents, just my brother now but it's always been like that. I can eat dinner again without being given a list of all the things that are bad about me... but I haven't changing or anything so I don't know why I upset them earlier and not now.

- My laptop might be confiscated for a whole month because I'm starting to be sick again like in September. Logic = none.
- No more Christmas present for me, yay.
- Internet might be cut off "until I become a normal girl" because I'm not feeling well. Even less of logic!
- My parents are being shit.
- I hate being sick, they always punish me for it, like as if it was my fault.

Aw I'll reply on dA.

[Zikken]

+ So a huge snowstorm started around 1 pm but I fell asleep on the couch so I have an excuse of why I didn't went to school that is even better. School shouldn't have even been open because of it, you can't see anything, just white, I bet there was some car accident near the highschool again.

+ School might be closed tomorrow because of the snowstorm.

[Dark Lum Lord]

+ School might be closed tomorrow here as well.
- Mom, calm the fuck down. Honestly, she and the rest of my family smother me to the point that I can't breathe and if I actually attempt to be independent they blow it extremely out of proportion. If only I had a normal family that wouldn't freak out if I closed my fucking door (pretty hypocritical too, since my sister's door is closed all the time no matter what). Could go into detail, but I've cheered myself up and I don't want to depress myself again.
+ Time for my favorite occupation. Procrastination.

[Keane]

My parents don't want me to close my door either because they think it's a "sign that I'm getting lose in loneliness". And just like you say about your sister, my brother has his door closed. I don't listen to them though because I couldn't stand having it open and inviting douchebag brothers inside.

+ So a huge snowstorm started around 1 pm but I fell asleep on the couch so I have an excuse of why I didn't went to school that is even better. School shouldn't have even been open because of it, you can't see anything, just white, I bet there was some car accident near the highschool again.

+ School might be closed tomorrow because of the snowstorm.

I hope the school close down, aye.

- Weather already clearing up so I can probably say goodbye to that day off. I could have used it.

+ Mother forgot about dragging me to stores and probably won't make me this weekend either.

- I still need an excuse not to visit my real life friend. Not in for wasting my Saturday with him. He's nice but sometimes I kinda wish we were internet only friends. He's just not really more than an acquaintance.

[Zikken]

- Getting yelled at by my dad and he just said he wanted to hit me in the face.

[Dark Lum Lord]

- Getting yelled at by my dad and he just said he wanted to hit me in the face.

I can relate, hugs for you.

[Keane]

- Getting yelled at by my dad and he just said he wanted to hit me in the face.

Aw fuck, I hope you're alright.

[Dark Lum Lord]

My parents don't want me to close my door either because they think it's a "sign that I'm getting lose in loneliness". And just like you say about your sister, my brother has his door closed. I don't listen to them though because I couldn't stand having it open and inviting douchebag brothers inside.

It's more than that though, it'd go as far to say that what they're doing to me is unhealthy for my development. Can't close my door, can't go over to friend's houses, can't go outside, often times can't even choose what to wear, can't express my own opinions since they'll automatically yell at me if I'm in a situation they don't like and interrupt me, plus if I do get to say what I want to they act as if they're retarded since they never actually take the time to listen. So on.

All of this combined with my childish attitude yet my intelligent thinking and extreme sensitivity is a bad combination. In fact, this often leads me to have suicidal thoughts, which I never mention since I feel embarrassed about it that and since my mind seems to fancy attacking me in every way possible I also find it selfish. Which it is. Right, I could go on. Luckily I've managed to calm down greatly after arguing with my mom earlier and venting here helps too.

[Keane]

- Zepto's suddenly gone, hope she's okay :c

It's more than that though, it'd go as far to say that what they're doing to me is unhealthy for my development. Can't close my door, can't go over to friend's houses, can't go outside, often times can't even choose what to wear, can't express my own opinions since they'll automatically yell at me if I'm in a situation they don't like and interrupt me, plus if I do get to say what I want to they act as if they're retarded since they never actually take the time to listen. So on.

You seem to have pretty much the same situation as me, though a harsher version of it all. It can be incredibly frustrating when you have to watch every move you make, and when it's one of those days I prefer to lock myself up.

All of this combined with my childish attitude yet my intelligent thinking and extreme sensitivity is a bad combination. In fact, this often leads me to have suicidal thoughts, which I never mention since I feel embarrassed about it that and since my mind seems to fancy attacking me in every way possible I also find it selfish. Which it is. Right, I could go on. Luckily I've managed to calm down greatly after arguing with my mom earlier and venting here helps too.

Don't really know anything cheery to say, have been feeling bad myself today. Dunno why, mood swing I guess.

[Zikken]

- Accidentally made my dad cry, I didn't want to do that. :c
+ We talked instead of yelling at each others after that and 'fixed' everything and he said he was going to try to not be an ass like that anymore and not yell at me either and try to have fun with me instead too. I'm also going to try to do more efforts on what he ask me to do and hugged each others yay.

+ Apparently he already bought my 3DS and Pokemon Y.

[Keane]

- Accidentally made my dad cry, I didn't want to do that. :c

...what. :s

+ We talked instead of yelling at each others after that and 'fixed' everything and he said he was going to try to not be an ass like that anymore and not yell at me either and try to have fun with me instead too. I'm also going to try to do more efforts on what he ask me to do and hugged each others yay.

Well heyyyy that's a surprising turn of events. Makes my day to hear that.

+ Apparently he already bought my 3DS and Pokemon Y.

Yay!

+ I feel better now /o/

[Dark Lum Lord]

- Honestly, my family doesn't seem to realize whatsoever that after a long day of bullshit I need to lock myself up and have a long amount of alone time to recharge [Insert pun] that way I can handle another eight hours of bullshit the next day. Why is this so difficult to realize? I guess my introversion and general personality is far too different for them to understand me.

+ We talked instead of yelling at each others after that and 'fixed' everything and he said he was going to try to not be an ass like that anymore and not yell at me either and try to have fun with me instead too. I'm also going to try to do more efforts on what he ask me to do and hugged each others yay.

:3

+ Apparently he already bought my 3DS and Pokemon Y.

ouo

[Zikken]

...what. :s

I talk to harsh when I get upset and made him cry aaah, I still feel bad about that. I once had this happen with my real life friend too, I guess that's a thing I have in common with him.

+ I feel better now /o/

+ Yay!

+ Gonna put Christmas lights on the house with dad next week. AvA

[Dark Lum Lord]

I've been wanting a 3DS myself, one of the few handheld consoles that I'm actually interested in.