Friendship, love et cetera

[Zikken]

EDIT: But yeah, media plays a role too. Even with innocent toys like Barbie or whatever it already encourages girls to be attractive and perfect.

Oh my god, don't even talk about Barbies to me, someone decided to make her own face look like Barbie for real and she looks like a plastic toy its horrifying.

[Keane]

I am going to die, what the fuck, at 13, they are ruining their last part of childhood and probably teen years too.

It's godawful. Really awkward when you see people you knew from Elementary school posting pictures of themselves drinking beer and wine.

I don't recall myself ever thinking about sex even with the commercials or opening the tv on porn by accident because it was on the movie channel and it was midnight.( this happens more than often, its annoying. I quickly change it to cartoons though. ) It never really interested me, and getting accidental babies is not something I would want either since I'm completely scared of giving birth.

I won't try stepping out of the group and say I never have or anything, but honestly the sexual aspects of a male just annoy me. I don't really enjoy masturbation at all and it's more that hormones push me to do it.

EDIT: But yeah, media plays a role too. Even with innocent toys like Barbie or whatever it already encourages girls to be attractive and perfect.

Oh my god, don't even talk about Barbies to me, someone decided to make her own face look like Barbie for real and she looks like a plastic toy its horrifying.

I've seen it. Nightmare fuel.

[Zikken]

I won't try stepping out of the group and say I never have or anything, but honestly the sexual aspects of a male just annoy me. I don't really enjoy masturbation at all and it's more that hormones push me to do it.

I'm gonna clap my hands, but there is no hands clapping emotes. Hormones sucks about that.

EDIT: But yeah, media plays a role too. Even with innocent toys like Barbie or whatever it already encourages girls to be attractive and perfect.

Oh my god, don't even talk about Barbies to me, someone decided to make her own face look like Barbie for real and she looks like a plastic toy its horrifying.

I've seen it. Nightmare fuel.

The worst is that she is stuck like this for the rest of her life.

[MrBadGuy]

I was probably 13 when I first got drunk, but that was a one time thing, and after that was pretty much limited to 2/3 times a year, until I was maybe 15.

[Bradandez]

EDIT: But yeah, media plays a role too. Even with innocent toys like Barbie or whatever it already encourages girls to be attractive and perfect.

Oh my god, don't even talk about Barbies to me, someone decided to make her own face look like Barbie for real and she looks like a plastic toy its horrifying.

I've seen it. Nightmare fuel.

The worst is that she is stuck like this for the rest of her life.

Oh my God, that sounds awful.

[Keane]

I'm gonna clap my hands, but there is no hands clapping emotes. Hormones sucks about that.

I tried to find a good gif but ended up with this.

The worst is that she is stuck like this for the rest of her life.

Heh, makes you wonder what her opinions on her choice are in 30 - 40 years.

[Adsolution]

On the topic of young people doing stupid shit:

I was recently at a friend's apartment, and his 12-year-old friend comes to the door, screaming, drunk and high off his ass. My friend and I then had to go over to his apartment suite and clean up his room before his parents got home (there was a bong, beer cans everywhere and even cocaine scattered on the table). After that he began getting super anxious and paranoid, asking us if he smelled like alcohol and drugs, and then asked to be taken to the library so he could hide. He threw up in the library, so he had to stay in my friend's room for the night.

Suffice to say, my friend isn't like this, he's clean aside from the occasional bong sniff. He has some of the stupidest friends though. I mean, he's kind of stupid himself, but he can do far better.

[Zikken]

I was probably 13 when I first got drunk, but that was a one time thing, and after that was pretty much limited to 2/3 times a year, until I was maybe 15.

Well my dad made my little brother drink some beer when he was 6 because of the way he was dressed up for Halloween. But I never drank anything and probably never will, it doesn't sound fun to me and I would rather stay healthy. I do know that wine isn't like beer and stuff of the kind though and is actually healthy ( according to my mom ) so maybe I'll go for that instead?

I'm gonna clap my hands, but there is no hands clapping emotes. Hormones sucks about that.

I tried to find a good gif but ended up with this.

Its beautiful, I'm going to slam my head onto the ground like this and it will count as clapping.


And that sounds horrible Ad. My old best friend got into drugs, but he didn't change one bit at least and stopped doing drugs after he got told he looked green and that he threw up. I don't talk to him anymore though, we kind of suddenly stopped talking to each others, kind of sad considering we were friends for over 6 years.

[Bradandez]

Most of my friends have been into alcohol and drugs nowadays.

[Zikken]

Mines are on the internet so they haven't, my only friend in real life is obsessed with her boyfriend that doesn't seem to give a shit about her, jesus christ.

[Bradandez]

That's just not right. As for school, I don't hang with any friends I manage to have. I just feel left out sometimes.

[Zikken]

I don't have any friends at school, everyone is just doing their work but I'm ok with that, though I saw one of the guys who bullied me and I wanted to give him a punch in the face last week. He doesn't bother me though, because there is no popularity or whatsoever in that school. Yay.

[Adsolution]

I have a few friends, but my two best real-life friends are clean and intelligent, two people who set their goals high and buckle down to get there. One I met when I was twelve and the other when I was thirteen, and I doubt we'll be growing apart any time with in the next millennium. I don't see them too often nowadays since one is off at his University residence and the other works at place hours away from here, but our get-togethers are awesome when they do happen. We plan to work together in the future too; one is studying C++ and general computer sciences, and the other is studying live/studio music production.

[Zikken]

Ah, lucky, I don't talk with my friend for 9 months and then we do something together, then we don't see each others for even more longer, I think the friendship with her is just dying in a hole. Only reason why I don't talk to her is because I don't even know her phone number and her parents are separated so I never know which one she is at, and her dad scares me. I honestly don't really have a real friend over here, it gets really lonely.

[Adsolution]

There there, sweet Zepto:

[Zikken]

I honestly don't know how and what to reply to that.

[Cairnie]

I'd be lying if I said I was a tee total, as I do like a drink now and again (last time was about 2 weeks ago and it was like the weeniest drop of SoCo) but I don't think I want to drink to the point of throwing up again. Whenever I have been drunk though I just feel floppy and want to sleep after a while, partying just doesn't do anything for me. Even in something as mild as "girls' nights in" I get bored after a while.

[TMI]
Now sex, that's a different story. I first had it when I was 22 and I don't regret not having it any earlier, only because of how painful the first time was and how long I had complications for; I used to get so sore to a point where I called in sick a few times because I couldn't walk properly; after a few months or so it subsided. No sex ed I've ever had told me about stuff like that, just the basics. I'm not quite ready to come off the birth control I'm having just yet though, baby will have to wait for quite some time yet.
[/TMI]

[Bzzit]

I'm actually considering stopping drinking for a while. Last week I was being silly and drank quite a lot of Vodka to the point where I was throwing up on my friends roof and violently all throughout the following morning. It got the point where I actually felt like I was trapped in eternal agonizing pain and the thought of drinking water made matters worse. The result was I had like a severe lack fluids in my body, and I was lying on my bed in various weird positions in agony. Every time I slightly closes my eyes I would get these peculiar hallucinations where like my yt bucket would turn into one of my friends and my whole room would transform, but my mind would just conform this as reality and normality. It wasn't like a dream, because I fully aware I was awake, but it happened a good few times and was pretty weird to say the least. I recovered later in the afternoon but am gonna lay off it for a while, I found out the following day I was given the higher concentrated stuff by mistake.

[MrBadGuy]

My best friend once drank so much vodka he went temporarily blind. That was before I met him.
I'd say that was overdoing it.
I've never once felt pressured into drinking and I hardly ever get to the point where I throw up anymore, which now only happens if there's some other factor involved, like mixing the wrong drinks. Or the other day when I ran out of cigarettes and someone handed me a spliff. Don't smoke weed when you've already had 7 beers and 2 Jagerbombs kids. Because you will throw up.

[Dark Lum Lord]

I have friends, I do, but aside from a few they don't seem to talk to me all too much nor do they notice me as much as they had prior. In general I feel ignored and this while that's not entirely true it is to an extent since most people act as though I'm invisible. Last year this really bothered me as I had hit my breaking point last year and I was extremely anxious yet at the same time I longed for friendships and I could barely manage alone time. I had a constant craving for friendships and to have fun with others instead of being alone, which I had dreaded. I'm more or less the opposite now as now I really don't care about being alone and I often times prefer keeping to myself. I also don't yearn for close friendships with people who I coincidentally have many things in common with to randomly pop up, but I still have moments like that sometimes. I still feel like I'm the odd one out, but I find it funny that my brain thinks in that matter on account that nearly everyone my age is figuring out who they are and might feel odd. The real difference is that most find others to latch onto in order to survive in this teenage wasteland; they find people with similar tastes who also have a similar or same aesthetic appearance, or widely known as cliques, in order to feel comfortable and meaningful as a human being while I myself am either apathetic or brave enough to wonder alone and make my own decisions without others swaying my opinions.

At least, that's practically what my therapist told me however in a less delicately phrased, more blunt way. I'm not sure if I entirely agree with her, but she made a bit of a point. Although I don't think I'm pretentious enough to agree one hundred percent. Well, the point is that I have a hard time making friends and most of the friends I have don't pay all too much attention to me anyhow but I no longer give a shit - for the most part at least.

As for beer and drinking, I've had a small sip of beer maybe two or three times before and each time I found it to be revulting. I don't understand why people find it to be such an appealing drink. Not only that, but the only thing you get out of it is vomitting the next morning which is not exactly my definition of "fun". Then there's the fact that only drinking one sip made me feel dizzy and what I perceive to be the feeling of "drunk-ness", albeit likely minor feeling of it, or possibly at least, since I hadn't gotten drunk in the first place therefore I don't know the feeling exactly. As for drugs, I'm a bit more open about drugs, however the only one I think I'd give a try would be marijuana and maybe acid or some other ones of the psychedelic variety. I'm hoping I'll stay away from the rest of 'em though.