incognito
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Well, time for me to unload.
I am currently in the worst depressive issue I ever had, it is truly awful, I have lost any goal, any reason to hang on.
Inside me I feel some kind of tearing, like if was ripped and shredded.
I am currently in agony, I never have been so good in my life, and.... It seems I have no reward for my efforts other than pain.
Next time I will be in a cliffhanger situation I think I won't even try to do anything, I'll just drop everything.
I don't have the strength anymore....
My regrets are literally butchering me.
The constant suffering I have because of the desperate love I have for someone, it is eating me, that anger inside me because of all the frustrations and negativity in my environment.
I don't know maybe I'm just crazy, I don't know I just wanted to tell it to someone, just wanted to be honest.
I am currently in the worst depressive issue I ever had, it is truly awful, I have lost any goal, any reason to hang on.
Inside me I feel some kind of tearing, like if was ripped and shredded.
I am currently in agony, I never have been so good in my life, and.... It seems I have no reward for my efforts other than pain.
Next time I will be in a cliffhanger situation I think I won't even try to do anything, I'll just drop everything.
I don't have the strength anymore....
My regrets are literally butchering me.
The constant suffering I have because of the desperate love I have for someone, it is eating me, that anger inside me because of all the frustrations and negativity in my environment.
I don't know maybe I'm just crazy, I don't know I just wanted to tell it to someone, just wanted to be honest.