< is worried about his health, both physically and mentally, at the moment < has a splitting headache & an aching neck, and isn't sure if they're to do with the type 1 diabetes < was recently diagnosed with.
Also, most likely as a result to the endless line of trainwrecks that is <'s life, <'s finding his personality is changing, for example, a few days ago < said to his best friend:
"what is the meaning of life, is it to habe fun? enjoy ourselves? make friends? no. its to suffer, be made fun of and go through agony, before being freed when death comes around."
of course, < doesn't believe a word of that, but it still worries him. another, more recent example would be that today, < was using his dsi to come on RPC (seeing as <'s computer is busted, again) when < suddenly, out of of nowhere blurted out.
"you will all burn in hell!"
Am I insane? am I depressed? am I possessed? am I just being stupid and not even realising it? either way, < is worried.