Something Bothering you?/Daily Doldrums

[Dart]

It's all very complicated and fucked up so it would likely take more than two paragraphs, so I'll stop it here since nobody has time to read this crap.

i like reading your crap :'( LOL, that came out wrong!

[Zikken]

Honestly if you have a crush on anyone don't be shy or you might miss your chance. Not a pro in relationships here though.

You might want to be careful with that one though

That too. Although I never had a crush before except on my own friend that had one on me so. *shrugs away*

[Dark Lum Lord]

I got helped by my friends and girlfriend so it was pretty easy to get out of it for me this year.

So, like I said, I can relate to having trouble speaking with girls, but I have troubles speaking with people regardless of gender. I'd have to say that I have an equal amount of trouble speaking with people of both genders. With girls that I have a crush on, I obviously have trouble since I'm too shy to speak to them, and with other girls I have trouble because I'm just shy in general when it comes to talking and, like I said, I'm socially akward. And with guys, I have an equal amount of difficulty communicating because, as mentioned, my bad social skills and the fact that I'm too shy to speak with most people I haven't aready befriended before I developed social anxiety.

Honestly if you have a crush on anyone don't be shy or you might miss your chance. Not a pro in relationships here though.

Well I can't really argue with that on account that it's absolutely correct.

It's all very complicated and fucked up so it would likely take more than two paragraphs, so I'll stop it here since nobody has time to read this crap.

i like reading your crap :'( LOL, that came out wrong!

Hah, it kind of did but what you meant is entirely understood. Either way, I'm flattered.

[MrBadGuy]

That too. Although I never had a crush before except on my own friend that had one on me so. *shrugs away*

Yeah, well when they don't have one on you as well it can be pretty hard to deal with.

[Dark Lum Lord]

That too. Although I never had a crush before except on my own friend that had one on me so. *shrugs away*

Yeah, well when they don't have one on you as well it can be pretty hard to deal with.

Oh fucking God yes. Every. Single. Fucking. Person that I've had a crush on had never loved me back. I am unlovable.

[MrBadGuy]

Loved? Let's not go crazy here!

[Zikken]

That too. Although I never had a crush before except on my own friend that had one on me so. *shrugs away*

Yeah, well when they don't have one on you as well it can be pretty hard to deal with.

Oh fucking God yes. Every. Single. Fucking. Person that I've had a crush on had never loved me back. I am unlovable.

Fuck these people you're a nice guy and they can't see it! >:I

Never happened to me because its hard for me to even get a crush heh. Guess i'm not really into these things.

[Dart]

That too. Although I never had a crush before except on my own friend that had one on me so. *shrugs away*

Yeah, well when they don't have one on you as well it can be pretty hard to deal with.

the prologue of buety and the beast is the story of my life, only diffrence is i'm not an enchantress and by beauty really is in the inside.

[MrBadGuy]

Hehe, I literally played the beast recently in a production of that, felt right at home

[Dark Lum Lord]

The last crush I've had I'm still crushing on and have been since last year. And yet last year during when she knew I loved her and I had chronic, moderate to severe depression she made me feel like worthless shit on a basis and so did all of my friends and my family and sometimes others to the point that contemplated suicide at one point thanks to that and various, various other things. It was all so awful and I'm glad that phase of my life ended with the bang of summer and therapy. Anyways, I still love her now as mentioned before, and we're friends again. No longer does she find ways to make me feel like shit. However, our relationship will never be as close as it was before my depression in which we sat by each other every day and talked often. She used to say "Hi" and "Bye" to me everyday and even now she no longer does.

And then there's the fact that she always crushes on douchebags.

[Zikken]

Friends that makes you feel like the worst shit in the world aren't real friends to me. I usually cut any friendship with people like that because I know i'm just going to get hurt more.

[MrBadGuy]

I haven't seen my second best friend in a month now since I told her I had feeling for her. I was apparently her only guy friend that never wanted something more so it upset her that I did. The worst part is, she used to like me but it's too late now. Ugh. At the very least I don't want to lose that friendship.

[Zikken]

Wow that sucks.
I was lucky with my friend and it just ended into something really "derpy". Bad thing is, distances because she is in the state of new York while i'm up in Canada.

[Dark Lum Lord]

Friends that makes you feel like the worst shit in the world aren't real friends to me. I usually cut any friendship with people like that because I know i'm just going to get hurt more.

Well, I'm still friends with those friends because I don't have many friends to begin with, plus they make me laugh a lot. I'm not that close with them and it makes me a bit jealous since they seem really close, but I'm fine with it. I don't think I'd cut them off because they actually aren't that bad it's just that they can delve into drama a bit too much, at least they did last year but things are going good so far this year. I have one other friend who falls more into the "nerd" clique whereas the friends I was talking about fall more into the "rebel/emo/whatever label is best" clique, and the "nerd" friend and I both talk a lot, mostly about video games, and there's never been any drama that he or I have started so far so I've gotten a bit closer with him more recently because I don't need any of that drama crap. In general, I'm a mixture of the "loner/nerd/nobody" stereotype. Would never consider myself "emo" ever. Ever. But others seems to put me into that label as well since I have a couple of emo friends and the fact that I like the color black.

To summarize it, humans are idiots.

[Zikken]

Humans are the biggest idiots on the planet yes.
And I wasn't forcing you into ending friendship with them, I was just saying what I do with friends like this, because last time I ended up being strangled by one of these friends.

[Dark Lum Lord]

Humans are the biggest idiots on the planet yes.
And I wasn't forcing you into ending friendship with them, I was just saying what I do with friends like this, because last time I ended up being strangled by one of these friends.

No, no, I'm aware, I was just saying. And yes, humans are absolute morons. A bit ironic since it's coming from me.

[Zikken]

A majority of humans are morons* fixed it.

[Dark Lum Lord]

Well, I never meant that every single human on the planet's an idiot either, I just meant the human race in general is moronic. I'm a bit of a misantrhope I might say, but it's mostly my generation that I loathe with all of my heart. My views on older people are not nearly as aggressive.

[Zikken]

Heh, gotta say this generation is full of assholes. But there is some good peoples in it and a bunch of them are all on here.

[Dark Lum Lord]

Heh, gotta say this generation is full of assholes. But there is some good peoples in it and a bunch of them are all on here.

Basically my point. No, but please do come to my school. The amount of idiotic asswipes is just...It's just said, let's put it at that and keep it there because I could literally rant all day. I honestly have the same rantings about how idiotic they are silently in my head at least every single day. But I'm not free of flaws myself, nor is anyone, and one of my flaws would obviously be me being pretentious.