Pluses (+) and minuses (−) of this day

Oh no, no, no, don't even get me started on social anxiety. I had severe social anxiety last year to the point that it's more than likely that I also had selective mutism. I spoke very little and to very few people because my anxiety had been far too much to handle. That, and a combination of it with depression as well as enough symptoms to fit many other disorders that I hadn't been diagnosed with still has me wondering how I managed to survive. Last school year was a living Hell, and the situation is far to detailed therefore I won't elaborate since I'm too lazy to type up walls of text right now.

Social anxiety is quite a bitchy mistress, it and its sister depression are causing one's mind to constantly attack itself.
 
- My left eye is acting weird since last week. Hopefully that will stop or else I'm going to have to go to the hospital or something.
-/+ Hexagons wants to skin me alive.
 
Sorry if this is a triple post or something. I can't be sure with this internet.

The thing is, I can talk to people. It's just that there's a feeling inside me informing just how much I really don't fucking want to. If someone approaches me unexpectedly (not including family) I barely know what to say even if they ask something simple. And you know what, I'd be fine with only talking when I want to but then they come with shit like "Partner projects" and before you know it you have to spend the next week with someone you don't even know their name from. I'm a quiet person, even around friends and family, and I am personally OK with that. It's not like me being silent means I'm unhappy (Which a lot of people seem to think. No, it makes me unhappy when I'm being forced to and inside I'm going insane) and I'm not gonna freak out if you want me to talk because( I'm relaxed around friends and it's more that I'm just shy) because people should be allowed to expect me too but then there's people like my mother who get overly upset about the fact that I'm not a chatting machine like my brother. Just leave me alone for fuck's sake. I've already been more social then ever over the past year and instead of that being appreciated I only hear that I should be even more. It's been nearly a week and she's still going on about the fact that I apparently "disrespected" my uncle for not really saying much during the dinner he invited us to. :/
ZeptoRay said:
- My left eye is acting weird since last week. Hopefully that will stop or else I'm going to have to go to the hospital or something.
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Oh no. :(
 
That sucks. :x I'll probably have to endure listening to how I'm not looking happy or appealing enough in a bit. :/ Ah well.

+ I enjoyed a morning. This is a once in one hundred years occurrence.

- I wish I could just stay home all day and not get dragged to places, especially not school.
 
+ Got a load of sound effects work done on Rayman yesterday, including his action vocalisations and gear foleys, in addition to the shown footstep sounds.
- I seem to be very sick.

ZeptoRay said:
- Getting yelled at for "not being human".
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Which is reasonable, as you're clearly a dragon-lantern-fish.

ZeptoRay said:
- My left eye is acting weird since last week. Hopefully that will stop or else I'm going to have to go to the hospital or something.
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What kind of weird? I love eye stuff, it's relatable and weird.

technology4617 said:
Sony is fucking stupid
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Ja.

Dark Lum Lord said:
Oh no, no, no, don't even get me started on social anxiety.
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I honour your requisition.

Dark Lum Lord said:
I had severe social anxiety last year to the point that it's more than likely that I also had selective mutism. I spoke very little and to very few people because my anxiety had been far too much to handle. That, and a combination of it with depression as well as enough symptoms to fit many other disorders that I hadn't been diagnosed with still has me wondering how I managed to survive. Last school year was a living Hell, and the situation is far to detailed therefore I won't elaborate since I'm too lazy to type up walls of text right now.

Social anxiety is quite a bitchy mistress, it and its sister depression are causing one's mind to constantly attack itself.
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Oh okay.
 
Hey Zep ya see i dont make jokes about your eye prob...

What kind of sick Ad? Maybe i can help you im also a druid...
 
Adsolution said:
- I seem to be very sick.
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Aww being sick sucks, hopefully it doesn't last for long. :c

Adsolution said:
ZeptoRay said:
- Getting yelled at for "not being human".
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Which is reasonable, as you're clearly a dragon-lantern-fish.
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Why, I'm so done. :lol:
Adsolution said:
ZeptoRay said:
- My left eye is acting weird since last week. Hopefully that will stop or else I'm going to have to go to the hospital or something.
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What kind of weird? I love eye stuff, it's relatable and weird.
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Ehh I don't really know how to explain it some I'm just going to say "spazzy", its annoying and hurts.


+ Its snowing big snow flakes right now. :D

incognito said:
Hey Zep ya see i dont make jokes about your eye prob...
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What? :?
 
- I feel a little woozy and my nose feels slightly congested, I think a cold is upon me
+ I'm having a decent day regardless.
 
incognito said:
What kind of sick Ad? Maybe i can help you im also a druid...
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You can help me by fucking off!

ZeptoRay said:
Ehh I don't really know how to explain it some I'm just going to say "spazzy", its annoying and hurts.
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I'm not sure if I know what you're talking about exactly, but once in a while (maybe once or twice a year) my eyes will hurt for a day or two while keeping them open, and I get extreme tunnel vision.

incognito said:
+ Its snowing big snow flakes right now. :D
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+Aye, here as well! :mrgreen: The air is so chilly, so brisk, it smells so good.
 
It was the same for me, until it started snowing yesterday.

+ These last two days have been some of the best weather (or, my personal favourite as described before) the whole year.
+ The weather is inspiring me to get so much done.
 
Adsolution said:
I'm not sure if I know what you're talking about exactly, but once in a while (maybe once or twice a year) my eyes will hurt for a day or two while keeping them open, and I get extreme tunnel vision.
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Hmm well I just searched on internet for me and apparently its from lack of sleep or because of stress. I can't keep my eye open most of the day because of it.
Adsolution said:
incognito said:
+ Its snowing big snow flakes right now. :D
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+Aye, here as well! :mrgreen: The air is so chilly, so brisk, it smells so good.
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Same here! Why am I suddenly Incognito? I don't wanna be Incognito, no.

- The snow is melting once it touches the ground sadly. Maybe next week its not going to.
 
Other than "sick" which should be "sickness" and that your "i" should be "I", no, you're just being annoying with the "I am a druid" thing, not everyone is into religious stuff or things of the sort. Plus i'm pretty sure someone in Madagascar can't help someone in Canada who is sick.
 
Well by giving him some natural stuffs i can immunize somewone against the cold...

Are you insinuing the malagasy people are all mystical sorciers?

Ah and also i found the name of your eye problem in french its oeudème occulaire
Or something like that..

Im just cure with herbs no mystical ceremony here... :x
 
incognito said:
Well by giving him some natural stuffs i can immunize somewone against the cold...

Are you insinuing the malagasy people are all mystical sorciers?
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incognito said:
Im just cure with herbs no mystical ceremony here... :x
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I want to know how you plan sending stuff to Canada if you don't trust the post office. :D Also I never talked about sorcerers? I said "religious" = religion, I don't know if you're into religion or not but a druid is part of one.
incognito said:
Ah and also i found the name of your eye problem in french its oeudème occulaire
Or something like that..
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Sadly its not that, its just twitching, I couldn't remember the word so I said "spazz" instead.
 
Not to sending it by the post...

Some medicinal stuffs at the pharmacy

Hey Ad you want my Anti cold potion? Very efficent
 
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