+ Still enjoying my long free night.
- Been looking forward to the freedoms I'll get when my brother leaves but now I'm starting to dread it. I'm gonna be expected to replace my brother, whom has a pretty decent relationship with my mother and spends plenty time with her. I also didn't think about how summer vacation will go when I'm all alone with my mother until the evening every day. Last year I got away with most of this because my brother took her attention away, but I really hope she's not gonna make me get up early, help clean the house, drag me everywhere she goes, sit in the living room all day to play company etc. I really hate how even on weekends my parents are against laziness. What's wrong with waking up late and staying in pajamas on Saturday? Who does it hurt? I guess I'll be seeing my irl friend a lot next summer. It just really sucks that every year summer contains a daily dose of "I want you to be in the living room by 8. Why don't you go clean your room? I'm not leaving you alone while I go shopping." And this year there's no brother to keep me out of it. Not that I wanna be a fully lazy sack of shit, but seriously, making me sit on a couch in case she wants to talk to me? Ridiculous.
EDIT: I guess that was worded a little badly. I'm fine with doing chores because I have weeks of free time, I just wish there wasn't such a problem about waking up late on free days or spending a lot of time in my room.
+ But for now let's just enjoy the upcoming vacation.

I'll have to try and find a balance between doing things for myself and with her. I guess it would be the perfect time to take up some jogging and music classes, and I'll have to find a way to wake up earlier because I'm a deep sleeper.
- Look at me worrying about things that are more than a half year away. :/