I often think like that too. I wonder, if you won't be able to think, breathe, or even think after death, just turn into a restless being who wants to sleep for the rest of eternity! I mean, I am catholic, but I doubt about actually having a final Judgement day, or having to go to hell or heaven, I don't believe in such places, they seem way to perfect for me. then I think, maybe heaven is a better world than earth, but everybody lives equal, but are probaly not very attractive, because of how they died(like a really bad accident). I heard on tv this family didn't mourn for their husband/father, because they KNEW that they would meet with him in heaven, but I think differently. I'd rather enjoy the time my dads here and mourn when he dies, because I don't think I'd meet with him in heaven.Jona wrote:Sometimes I totally get lost in my thoughts about death (endless darkness and emptiness, knowing you will never exist anymore until the end of time, if it even exists). When it happens I get a really strange feeling, it's like feeling nervous for something, but many times stronger. But when I stop thinking about it I always feel better than before, especially when I'm depressed. It's like I had my portion of dark thoughts and then it's time to let that go again.
Actually, I look at life like that too, I'd rather have all the fun I can now, because at any moment I could die, and I rarely cry, for example, when my aunt died, I didn't cry, but I was sad, and I wanted to cry. Then, I felt guilty for not crying, because its like I'd didn't even cry about my aunts death, and I was shocked!! She had breast cancer, and she could talk when she was first in the hospital, but a month later, she wasn't even awake. but here is a weird thing: I sometimes can predict what happens by accident, like this-Deslife wrote:I'm nots scared about death. I know everybody will die one day, my parents will, my family will, my friends will, my loves will, and I will too, so why would I be scared of it ? I wanna enjoy my life before dying. That's why I'm often (but not always, I'm sometimes depressing...) positive about life. My grandmother died in january, I didn't cry, cause I know I'll die too one day. But I often think about death... and I wonder : What happens after death ?
"I bet the lights would go out any second now" then seconds later, they went out. I'm not psychic, its just weird when I say those things like that. The day she died, I said "Iliana(my sister), lets visit her, what if she dies today!?" I really feel bad about saying that, even though it has nothing to do with her dying(I mean it wasn't the cause, but I'm sorry I said that). The only time I did cry was when I thought about my loved ones dying, but just not saying anything, with tears coming down my cheek.
), maybe it's the end, but you shouldn't care about it. The only problem is that a few people might be sad... 
